In an earlier story I wrote here, 'Wanting Jack and Confiding in Adam' I told about my first real, deep and painful crush on another boy my age, and detailed the ritualistic high-wire dance I did with him to try to find out if he might be interested in me, without betraying the fact that I was hopelessly attracted to h...I really met Jack for the first time at Little League baseball practice. He had just moved to our town and was added mid-season to my team. Almost 13, I was starting to feel a newly strange, highly confusing, intoxicating kind of desire and excitement growing when I was near certain boys, and I didn't yet understand wh...
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