I Miss Semen

They really are a weapon, aren't they? A rock solid penis has but one use, to be pushed inside something. It doesn't matter if it's a mouth, a vagina or a bum, sticking inside is what they're for.  Last night, I found myself captivated by thoughts of the dicks I've had and how much I need another soon. I love the privilege of being allowed to hold a man's erection....and yes, I do view it as a privilege. To masturbate a man puts me in total control. I can read his pleasure, play it, control it, before finally allowing him release. I love the feeling of being spurted on. Ideally, I like to be lying down or kneeling in front of him...something submissive. He stands over me and masturbates. I love the look on his face as he gets closer and finally something I do or say tips him over and he covers me with his ejaculation. At that moment, I am totally his to anoint. And let's not forget that feeling men will never know....the feeling of a rock solid dick being pushed inside my vagina. My legs spread wide, exposing my secret place and that feeling of being not only stretched, but penetrated, and yes, they are different feelings....very different. A thin penis might not stretch me, but it will penetrate me. And the joy of being fucked!  Again, for me, anyway, there are two ways of being fucked. Either I am submissive....having it done to me, or, if I am on top, then I can use my vaginal muscles, my hips, my expressions, my words, to control the situation.    And let's not forget anal. Yes, it's an acquired taste, I admit, but I wonder how few girls have ever looked at anatomical drawings and seen just how large the clitoris actually is, and how it is connected. After all, girls, our bums contract when we have an orgasm, don't they, and it's only social conditioning that has taught us not to use our bums for sexual purposes...again..."nice girls don't." Well, fuck that to hell in a hand basket!  Being penetrated in the bum is an art....if I know it's a gu6's first time doing anal, I will most definitely take control of things. Patience is the key....and lube....when you think you've got enough lube down there, double it! And slooooooooowly, please. Once you are fully inside me, the feelings for me are intense. There is a stinging, especially if you're well endowed, but beyond that, you will be stimulating my womb. There is also the psychological element of it for me. Being fucked up the arse is raunchy, dirty, and I love it.  So, guys, suppose I meet you one day. Let's say we are on a beach with sand dunes or caves. You can take me somewhere very private or have some fun with me in a sand dune. What would you do?  I think I would like to start with lots of kissing and touching. I do so love that exploration. Finding out how muscular you are before finally discovering your dick. No, I have no problems with age. I don't care if you're 18 or 80. It's all good to me. Would you tell me what kind of sex you want with me? Would you be brave enough to ask me to be a lover....or a whore....or an innocent schoolgirl for you? Most men aren't that brave, but trust me, it really helps if you're totally honest with what's in your mind at the moment.  Once we have explored each other and aroused each other to the point of no return, would you like me on my back, legs spread....or on all fours? Would you like to stand, towering over me while I kneel submissively and suck you off? Would you like to watch me pee....or have me pee on you....or you on me? So many men would like that but are too hesitant to ask.  Or do you want my bum? If you've fucked me on all fours, it's right there for you....especially if you've pushed a finger in there first while you've been fucking me. Ask....you never know your luck. I might say no....but then again...!  Would you like just sex with me, or would you like to play out a scenario? Its all good. If you're older...much older.....I might want to call you daddy...is that ok?  But I DO want you to cum inside me. You see, for me, after the sex, when we have gone our separate ways, I get to feel your semen running out of me. It can take hours for it all to run out into my panties....or onto my thighs. Plus I get to smell and taste you again. The mere feeling of semen running out of me reminds me I have been fucked and will almost certainly lead me to masturbate several more times.  And what about 'forcing' me? Oh, don't misunderstand me....if you were to try to rape me for real you would find out what going up against a black belt is like, but consensually.....'force' scenarios work for me. RIP my tights, pin me down and fuck my brains out. Don't be surprised if I wrap my legs around you and dig my nails into your back and invite you to "rape me, you cunt." When I'm in that kind of mood...well....I'm in that kind of mood.  And what of that one week a month? Well, I'm up for it if you are....we can even use it. Maybe we can pretend I'm a sweet little virgin and this is my first time? I am never 'heavy' so it won't get too yucky, but trust me, I do a very convincing "innocent yet horny" girl. Do you fancy breaking me in? Taking my cherry? I'll even 'play young' if the mood requires it. A guy suggested to me that "It's ok for girls....a dildo feels exactly the same as a dick." No, sweetie....they really don't! They're not attached to a human body, for a start. There's no central nervous system in a dildo. No matter how much you stuck or fuck it, you can't get it to make a guy feel like he's floating to heaven. Dildos/vibrators are ok, and they have their place for sure. Guys love to see a girl use one. (I haven't had a large number of guys, but two of them asked me if I masturbate, and one asked if he could watch me use a dildo.)  Maybe you'd like to watch me? Maybe there's a secret camera in my room. I come in, flop onto the bed and flick through a magazine, but it's plain I'm feeling antsy. I discard the magazine and stare at the ceiling, my left hand idly runs across my left boob. Then I rummage in my nightstand and emerge with a realistic looking dildo. I run it over my skirt before tugging the skirt up and revealing little white Virgin panties. I spread my legs and run it's tip between them. I pause for a moment to unbutton my top....no bra.....then my left hand works on my tits while the dildo resumes it's journey up and down what is rapidly becoming a very moist furrow. I'm squirming as well.....finally, I pull my panties to one side and slowly insert the thing fully inside me. I begging to fuck myself in long, slow strokes. You're wondering what I'm thinking about, but you have no way of knowing. I might be imagining myself as a schoolgirl again, or making love to my future husband....who knows? What you can clearly see is how the dildo now shines with wetness. I'm really pulling my panties hard now....almost violently, and fucking myself really fast. Finally, I arch my back and pull the dildo away. An arc of clear fluid jets out of me and lands on the bed. Then another....then one that lasts a lot longer. My face is contorted in what has been described as beautiful agony.  So, what would you do with me?