As it Happened

Emily has taken my t shirt off and I lie on her bed in just my panties. She kisses me deeply and passionately, and I feel myself melt, quite literally, into my undies. I am so, so wet! She kisses my neck, my shoulders and then, with exquisite tenderness, my boobs, sucking first one, then the other nipple into her mouth almost to the point of pain. 

My clit is throbbing and I ache to touch her. I can’t because my wrists are firmly handcuffed to the bed head. All I can do is squirm, but she tells me that if I do, she will leave the room. I can’t bear to be this aroused and not cum, so I quell my instincts and stay as still as I can. 

God, but my clit is on fire! My hole actually physically aches to be filled. Right now, in this moment, I don’t care by what. Her fingers, a man’s cock….just fuck me!

Emily kneels upright on the bed. I know she is as aroused as I am…if not more. I allow my eyes to scan her body, but only briefly. Her perky, perfectly shaped boobs, the flatness of her tummy, and those special panties that hold the strapless strap on that we have christened ‘Mike’. But my view is only temporary as she slips the blindfold back in place. 

I feel the bed moving and I know she is masturbating. I am so attuned to her that I catch the slightest change in her rhythm. “I’m going to do it on you,” she says. I feel her thrust her hips forward and there is a trickle of liquid on my mound. Girl cum?piss? Oh really…who cares? 

Then she leans forward again, and kisses me so tenderly it almost makes me cry. I feel her adjusting my legs, spreading them wide. The soaked crotch of my panties is pulled tight against my aching sex. “Don’t be frightened,” she whispers “I know it’s your first time with a man. I’ll be gentle, and when your hymen breaks, it will only hurt for a little.” In that sentence, she has given me the scenario. Instantly, I feel filled with it. Instantly, I absorb it and live in the moment. Again, that melting, panty-wetting kiss, followed by a half whispered question “You ARE over 16 aren’t you?” (16 is ‘legal’ here). I don’t reply. I can’t. I just nod my head. 

I feel her kissing down my body. It’s the strangest sensation meting kissed by this girl/man in this setting. To me, she is fully female, yet fully male as well. (I will alternate between genders as I write. ‘She’ and ‘he’ both mean Emily).

He kisses down to the waistband of my panties. I guess he can smell me by now. I hope he isn’t repulsed by how wet I am. I feel teeth tugging at the waistband, pulling it away from me and letting it snap back into place. (Oh please! Just take them off and fuck me!) she kisses further down, into my wetness. I feel and hear her suck hard. There is a crude slurping sound that send fire through my body. 

The kisses make their return journey this time pausing to actually bite my nipples. Lips close on the soft, exquisitely tender flesh of the side of my right breast. I feel suction, which grows and grows into pain. I feel teeth too. A love bite then? The pleasure/pain makes me arch my back. 

Then I feel him touching my panties, easing them gently aside until my sex is exposed. Then something new…something hard presses at my lips. I feel it begin to enter me before stopping. “Now, be brave for me.” He pushes and I cry out as (imaginary, yet oddly real) pain lances through me. He kisses me to reassure me. “There….all done” But it isn’t. Slowly, he enters me fully, stretching me, stretching, filling. I feel like I’m being split deliciously apart. 

Once inside me, she begins to fuck me. Oh, so slowly at first, but building up both speed and depth. A feeling begins to grow inside me. It’s deep, distant as yet, but growing fast. I suddenly get a mental image of how I must look with my legs spread and allowing…no…needing this man to fuck me. I think of how his cock must look spreading my lips and pushing in, only to withdraw slick and shiny with the wetness I put there. 

He feels me tighten. I can’t hold it off much longer. He asks, “May I cum inside you? After all, you can’t be a virgin with a man’s semen in your cunt.” Both the illusion, and the final word do it for me, and as I cum I beg him to. “Yes! Oh yes…please…do it inside me…cum in me.” 

Emily has become so highly skilled at this. She pushes in and holds still for a second or two before giving tiny little twitches. She learned that from me. Never having been fucked, she didn’t know what happens when a man cums inside you, so we swapped roles, and I fucked her, demonstrating how it feels.

My orgasm is spectacular. Being handcuffed and blindfolded is almost like being raped, yet the tenderness of her kisses are so filled with love that it….it defies my ability to describe.

As I come down from my high, she slowly withdraws from me. Although she masturbated on me and squirted a little, I know she isn’t fulfilled as yet, and that I desperately want to make her cum and now, since she has discarded ‘Mike’ and he lies, still attached to the fitting on the panties in a shiny heap on the floor, suddenly, we are two girls together. 

Emily releases me from the handcuffs and lies on her back. I begin at her feet. Kissing and sucking each toe in turn. She spreads her thighs which cues me to kiss slowly up the inside of each leg. I know how very ready she is. When I get to her crotch, I don’t aim for her cunt. I pull her bum cheeks apart and expose her secret hole…a hole that, before me, had never been explored by either herself, or anyone else. I dab the very tip of my tongue against the soft, puckered flesh and smile as I watch it involuntarily contract. I touch it again, for longer this time and feel the motion that I had previously seen. Then, applying pressure I let my long tongue slip as far inside as it will go. I feel more than see Emily begin to masturbate, but I gently remove her hand. Not yet, my love, not yet. 

I slowly introduce a finger, then two into her hole. My thumb finds her clit. At the moment, there is only so long I can keep my tongue rigid in her bum, so, reluctantly, I withdraw it and kneel upright between  her legs. Still…I have two hands. A brief rearrangement to put my dominant hand to work on her clit and hole before pushing two fingers up my own cunt and getting them slippery and then slowly introducing them to her bum hole. Emily has discovered an avid love for anal stimulation, and I know the day is not far off when I can fuck her ip the bum as vigorously as I would like to with ‘Mike’. 

She is grinding now, pushing down on my fingers to get them in deeper. Her cunt is pouring. My two fingers inside her cunt curl forwards and I feel her g-spot. I also feel her bladder beyond it. It is quite full….this could get messy!(I hope). 

A deep rasp issues from her throat “Deeper…harder,” I know she isn’t referring to her cunt. I begin to bum fuck her harder and it almost instantly tips her over the edge. 

Her cum is spectacular. It always annoyed me on porn videos when the girl claims to have ‘squirted’ when, in fact she has peed. Pee and squirt can both feel gorgeous, but they are two entirely different things. I feel Emily squirt down the join between my two fingers in her cunt. It pools in the palm of my hand, but then she tilts her pelvis upwards and…and simply relaxes as her orgasm tears through her. This is the final act of ‘letting go’. I taught her that if you have any self control during an orgasm, then you haven’t had a full-on orgasm. Oh don’t misunderstand me, a ‘partial’ can be just what you need, but to totally abandon control, well, that’s a different world.

So, she tilts her pelvis and simply abandons her physical self. I feel the orgasmic contractions still pulsing up her bum as an arc of pee hit my face. Emily screams in pleasure. (We seriously need our own place. This is only a flat in a converted house. The neighbours will be complaining soon!) 

And so, you find me writing this as Emily sleeps gently beside me. The bed is soaked and we will have to do some housekeeping before I go home. 

We really do need our own home….and soon, I think.