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Learning to Masturbate the Hard Way

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by Olivia Hi I am a 18 year old female my e-mail is olivialml@yahoo.com. I am an only child I grew up in a very strict family. My father never dared talk about sex and the only thing my mother would teach me about it is that it was an evil to be avoided at all cost. I was never allowed to touch myself down there with my bare hands it was nasty and evil and I could be condemned to hell for even thinking about it. I was instructed to use a wash cloth or sponge when bathing and never touch my private parts with my bare hand. Masturbation was so evil that it was never even discussed. When I was twelve years old my mother's brother and family came to visit us. They had a 14 year old daughter. They slept in the guest room and the daughter was allowed to sleep in my room in my bed with me. The little girl knew all about sex she even had a boyfriend she told me about. We were laying in bed and she asked me if I ever played with myself. I told her, "sure when I didn't have anyone else to play with." "Oh you like to have someone to play with you do you," she said and slid her hand inside my panties. I jumped away horrified. "What are you doing," I asked. "I thought you liked to have someone play with you," she said. I thought she meant play a game. "I meant masturbation," she said, "don't you know anything. Here I'll show you." She threw back the blanket and exposed herself. She pulled down her panties and begin fingering her pussy. She already had a sizable bush of hair. Her clit was red and swollen she kept rapidly sliding her fingertips down inside her vagina and up along her slit and over her clit. I watched horrified as she brought herself to full orgasm. She would start groaning and moaning then she would start shaking. Her pelvis would shoot forward lifting her ass off the bed then she would hold in her scream and moan with her orgasm. She would then take her wet hand and lick her wet fingers dry.Then she would sink down in the bed relaxed and pull up her panties. God that was good she would say with a big smile. I could tell it had been good too she was so contented and it had been so erotic and exciting. She just lay there heart beating rapidly and breathing hard. I was sure God was going to take her straight to hell. I wouldn't have been surprised if a big fire ball had came straight down in our bed right that minute and consumed us both. Her for doing that horrible nasty thing and me for watching. I turned my back on her in shame and thought about what she had done and prayed for us in silence for an hour before I could sleep. she was relaxed now and got to sleep right away. She repeated this performance for me every night for a week as long as she stayed with me. Following her visit I couldn't get her out of my mind I constantly dwelt on what she had done and prayed for us both. One night about a week later I was lying in bed thinking about what she had done remembering every moment of how she had jerked and moaned with her orgasm. My pussy was feeling swollen and damp and I felt just a little itch. It was the kind of itch normally which would have been ignored but I flicked it just flicked my finger against my pussy through my panties of course I would never touch it directly. It flared up. I reached down and rubbed it with my hand. It made a wet spot on the crotch of my panties and my pussy was feeling good and horny was what I was feeling but I didn't know I just knew I had an overwhelming desire to rub it some more. I continued to rub. God pretty soon I had the overwhelming desire to put my hand inside my panties and rub it directly so that's what I did. I started sliding my fingers down my slit like I had watched my cousin do. Slide it through my vagina rubbing up against my maiden head and back out over my clit. I even wiped the creamy liquid coming from my Vagina all over the out side of my pussy getting it slick and wet and my little bush just beginning to grow all matted. it felt so good I just couldn't stop in out in out God my thighs begin to tremble I couldn't help moaning quietly of course I couldn't let my mother hear. I could feel something building up inside my pussy my muscles started tensing. faster faster I worked. God my whole body started shaking I couldn't stop God it was so good my pussy mussels started convulsions and my pelvis shot forward off my bed I was having my first orgasm God I screamed so loud you could hear me all through the house. Fortunately my mother was a sleep. My dad setting up watching television looked in my room and asked if I was alright. "Bad dream," I lied. He went on out and I buried my face in my pillow and cried all night I was sure I had condemned my soul to eternal hell and damnation. God but it had been so good The best feeling I had ever had in my life. The following night I repeated myself I couldn't help it. This time I smothered my scream with a pillow. After a few nights of the same and not being able to keep my hands off my pussy I had about convinced myself that something this good couldn't be bad. Then it happened the situation was complicated I begin to have my first period. Of course my mother hadn't prepared me for anything like this. I didn't know anything about periods. I thought God was punishing me for what I was doing. Jesus I didn't dare tell my mom. I just stuffed hands full of paper towels inside my panties and hoped and prayed it would be ok. I stopped masturbating all together and stayed up crying and preying all night. Finally my Sunday school teacher saw how run down I was and asked me what was the matter. I had to tell someone I broke down crying and told her the whole story. She was a kind woman and told me that God wasn't punishing me that it was natural for little girls to masturbate and their period too was natural and had nothing to do with masturbation. She talked to my mom about me and got on to her pretty bad. She made mom supply me with sanitary napkins and explained everything to me. I have never stopped masturbating and have hated my mom ever since until recently. I realized what she had taught me was out of ignorance and it was her way of thinking she was protecting me. I have just felt sorry for her since. I found out She had conceived me out of wedlock apparently her first and only time she had sex and for some reason she had hated it. She was only married one month before I was born.