Too Much?

Hormones.Those invisible chemicals triggered by a gland in the brain the size of a pea. It says hello to testicles or ovaries and all hell breaks loose. Boobs, pubes, periods, erections, wet dreams, masturbation and eventually sex. It is, I think, only society that attempts to clamp its rules on what is acceptable and what isn't. It's not that long ago when homosexuality was illegal. Fucking illegal! For me, whatever makes me or the person I'm with feel good is fine by me. But that raises a question. Is there anything I wouldn't do? You know, having thought long and hard about that, I think it totally depends on who I'm with. There is, for example, a girl who has fooled around with me who finds any hint of female ejaculation or pee play totally abhorrent. She is soft, and highly sensual, but the wilder side of eroticism just isn't her thing, and I find when I'm with her that it isn't mine either. Pain? Yes! I definitely like pain, whether it's being spanked (hard) or nipple torture that is a definite turn on for me. Scat? Nope. Nooooo thank you! I kind of get how it could be some people's thing, but it's not mind. The two girls are welcome to keep their cup!  A good, solid fucking (either hole) mmmmm bring it on. Either romantically or in role play. Soft and gentle so that it makes me cry, or tie me up and fuck me bloody.  And girls? What a mystery we are! And I think I might be one of the more complex ones. I admit, I am still exploring my g/g side. I've had romantic sex with another girl, so much so that I thought I might be in love with her, but then I had a night of wild, dirty disgusting sex with someone I would NEVER have thought had even heard of some of the things she wanted to do, and after, my thought I was in love with her too. And me? Alone? I'm still exploring me too! From a little exploration with my sister, born out of lockdown frustration more than anything else, to public masturbation, to flashing, to leaving my undies for others to enjoy....yes, yes....all very well, but...well...I feel there's....more. There's some things I can do alone that I haven't discovered yet. As I type this, I'm sitting in my car in a car park that is a well known haunt for dogging couples. If you look around the edges of this remote, and totally empty place, you can see lots of used condoms, and at least half a dozen pairs of panties. Just sitting in this environment has....power. Influence. Which is why I'm sideways in my seat, undies on the floor and legs open. The car smells of my cunt and I am happily dripping onto the leather. I wonder what pussy cream does to a BMW upholstery? My clit is throbbing and my hole aches to be filled. Which is probably why the gear stick looks so inviting. My whole crotch is on fire, and I am gently diddling myself. Actually, since I could cum quickly, I guess, I'm actually edging. I've just noticed, just outside my window a pair of panties. Dark blue, and the crotch is delightfully stained. They are small too. I give the slightest thought to their former owner, and delisted myself, I cum...and cum...and cum. I moan out loud, and treat myself to a few, "Fuck....ohhhh fuck....fuck meeee."Now, I'm in recovery mode. I've used my undies to mop up the worst of my sins, and on impulse, I open the window and toss them out next to the others. Well, my lovelies. Thank you. Thank you, and goodbye.