It’s always nice to know what people think of me…good or bad….I’ve got broad shoulders and a thick skin. I’m certainly not some woke little precious flower who has to run to her ‘safe space’ is someone says something unpleasant.
I thought I might use this contribution to address a couple of comments.
“Ugh! It sound’s like you’re wet all the time! Haven’t you heard of panty-liners?”
The answer here is yes, I am wet most of the time….and it’s glorious. I have a very high sex drive, and that, too, is glorious. Far from being uncomfortable at my wetness, I exult in it. It feels wonderful, it make me feel wonderful. And yes, I am fully aware that the scent of my sex pervades my immediate area….and that too is wonderfully exciting.
“You’d fuck anyone, anytime, anywhere. You’re a whore.”
Yes .
“You fucked your own sister….and your father? There’s a deep place in hell reserved for you. I shall pray for you.”
Why not phone me…it’s quicker!
Now, look. During the Covid 19 lockdowns, we were all housebound and forbidden to go out anywhere…for months on end. Even if I’d had a sexual partner, I couldn’t have got near them, but at the time, neither Alison nor I did have one. It was Alison who first started masturbating to that cheesy, third-rate movie we were watching, not me. Yes, I joined in. Partly because watching her got me horny and partly because like many, I was getting a touch of cabin fever. It led to much more, both sexually and brought our relationship much closer. As for my dad, there were things I didn’t know. For one, mum and dad do ‘swing’ sometimes. I didn’t know that at the time, and the lockdown had put an end to that. Remember, we had been playing tennis, and watching a man’s balls and cock swaying about as he ran…well…let me tell you ‘sexy’ it most certainly is not! And yet, I was naked too. When we packed away, he got first a semi, then fully hard. I encouraged him and it happened. Not for one second do I regret it.
“You make me sick.”
With jealousy, perhaps? Now, I’m no sexual counsellor, but many, many people have repressed urges. Even I do, but I have fewer suppressed urges than most. There isn’t a man breathing who hasn’t looked at a well-developed 15 year old girl and thought “Hmmm.” And why? Because men (heterosexual men) are hard-wired to notice the curves, and the sexual response is automatic. These days, of course, God help any man who makes an approach to any woman…whatever her age. He’s just as likely to get a slap round the face and a sexual harassment charge than a hook-up. And believe me, there isn’t a 15 year old girl out there who doesn’t think sexually herself! I was absolutely ready, in body and mind, to fuck.
There are millions of people who will die thinking “I wish I had……” I am NOT going to be one of them. Look, the reality is that when I hit my early 40s, menopause, which comes early in my family, will take hold. My sex drive will dwindle, my vagina will become less elastic and accommodating and a whole lot less wet. Yes, I know there’s HRT, but that brings with it the risk of breast cancer -also in my family- and I fully intend to enjoy my body while it’s still functional. Don’t repress your urges. As long as they’re legal, go for it. I know a guy who I was friends with at school. When we were 16, he confessed to me that he fantasised about masturbating with a carrot in his bum. Me being me said he should go for it. He told me he’d tried, but couldn’t manage it. So I helped him. It looked wonderful and I was privileged to be a part of it.
“What do you really think about when you’re masturbating in public? Aren’t you scared you’ll be raped?”
I enjoy the feelings I’m getting and giving. I can almost feel the sexual arousal and tension in whoever is watching me, and I know male or female, they’re thinking about fucking me. That’s powerful stuff. As for being raped. Never going to happen. My dad has both me and Ali trained by his security. Dad’s quite ‘high profile’ in his area of expertise and has had both me and Ali trained up. The guy who trained us was ex special forces, and believe me, you aren’t going to rape me. I don’t suggest you try unless it’s with my consent, or unless you want to spend the ambulance ride looking at your prick and balls in a plastic bag.
“You and your wife are fucking sluts.”
Yes. Divine, isn’t it? We rejoice in each other’s sex lives when we are apart, and our emotional bond is so strong it isn’t threatened when one of us plays away from home. Quite the reverse, actually.
‘You’ve perverted Dani. You do realise that don’t you?” Hypnotists say you can’t make a person do anything they wouldn’t do in real life. Dani has done nothing that didn’t come from her first. Yes, she led a somewhat sheltered life before moving in with us, but no-one forced her, coerced her, or placed her in a position where she felt she had to comply. All I have done is held up a mirror to the inner Dani and helped her explore her own sexual feelings…feelings she already had.
Finally, my lovelies. Please, don’t be bitter. Explore yourselves, but be honest too. Without honesty, there is nothing. You should maybe ask yourselves “What do I really feel myself?” Explore while there’s still time, because it won’t be long before those days are behind you. I say this especially to those who have been taught sex is sinful or that masturbation is harmful. We are sexual beings. We are hard wired to be so. It is harmful to repress these feelings. If you feel like masturbating outside, do it. If you have erotic thoughts about the teenager next door, then go and rub one out. You can be sure they are!
Legality is one thing, especially these days, but there’s a lot you can do and enjoy within the law. No, you can't try and fuck a 15 year old unless it’s in role play. No, you can’t wank off in public either unless you can do it surreptitiously. But that’s where the fun is. Cumming in public without anyone seeing what you’re doing. Now and then you might find a situation where everyone is there for the same thing.
Feel like being watched? Fine. Find yourself a dogging car park and lock the doors. If you’re female, trust me, there will be plenty of people watching….
…as you will hear in my next contribution.
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