If I Had A Penis

No, I don't have a penis. I'm a girl. But I've often fantasized about what it would be like to be a guy. Maybe just for a day or for a week. And if I liked it more than being a girl, maybe I could choose to be a guy forever. I started fantasizing about this around the age of 15, after I had actually seen and felt my first real penis. In my fantasy I wake up with a strange feeling burning and throbbing between my legs, in a very pleasureable manner. I'm in bed, naked, it's early morning. I throw the sheet off to look what's going on down there, it's such a strange feeling. And there it is. A penis. What the hell? It's erect already. It's thick, fat, quite big. The initial shock wears off quickly and I press a finger against the ridge that runs along the back of it. It's warm and a bit squishy. It feels good to touch it. It's pressed up against my stomach and I sit up in the bed. Now it's pointing straight to the ceiling. I touch it again, explore it with a light touch of my fingers. The head seems much more sensitive than the rest of it. Balls too - I have it all. I cup my hand around them gently and it makes the penis respond by a few light throbs that make my nipples hard. I still have my normal girl's breasts. I wrap my hand around the erection and slowly tug at it. It feels amazing. It's hard and soft at the same time. The foreskin slides over the head. A clear slippery liquid has started to spread from the hole that I can see on the head. I dip a finger in it and swirl it around the head a little bit. That feels fantastic, and it makes a bit more of the liquid ooze out. I lift my hand to my face and sniff my fingers. I recognize the smell. I've given handjobs and I've had a penis in my mouth before. I pop my index finger in my mouth and immediately remember the taste. It's a little bit sweet. I know this isn't really cum - it's something that guys call pre-cum. I continue to tug at the hard penis throbbing between the legs and the feelings are gradually becoming more and more intense. More of the pre-cum flows out and covers the entire head, making it glisten. I spread it down over the rest of the penis, down over the shaft of it. It feels nice and slippery. I get out of bed and walk over to my full-body mirror in front of my wardrobe. I look fantastic. I have boobs, and a hard needy erection. I still can't believe it. I admire myself in the mirror, tugging at my cock and playing with my balls. It's exciting to see me like this. The penis is already throbbing more and more lustfully for every stroke of my hand. I caress it as I sit down on the bed again. Hypnotized, I continue my masturbation and enjoying the feeling spreading out from my cock and my balls, into my stomach and all over the rest of my body. It's like I am in a state of trance - I don't know for how long. As I snap out of it, I realize I'm on my back on the bed with my head propped up with a pillow so I can see what I'm doing. And suddenly I'm orgasming. The erection feels ten times harder. I recognize the pumping of the muscles - I have had orgasms before. But now it's different. For every contraction of the muscles, my erection tenses up strongly, releasing a jet of greyish-white cum from my cock. One, two, three. It's all over my chest now. My left boob is splattered by the fourth jet. The fifth and sixth spurt over my stomach. Seven, eight, nine - now it's just dribbling out. It gets all over my hand. My bellybutton is full of cum. My chest is messy. It feels warm. The tension in my crotch releases and subsides. I realize I'm holding my breath and quickly take a few gasping breaths. I can't believe how beautiful that was. I did that with my body. That's amazing. That's amazing. I run my left hand over my stomach and over my boobs as I lick some cum off of the fingers on my right hand. I've tasted before. But this is my own. It tastes special. After a while, I fall asleep, splayed out on the bed, covered in my own sticky cum. I hope it'll be hard again when I wake up the next time.