Please, Can I Touch It?

Every guy craves to hear those words. Despite my roughly sixty female sex partners, I never heard those words from any of them. Which is a huge disappointment. Obviously, in my era women were nowhere near as outgoing sexually as they are today. Back then the hard penis was just there, never to be commented on or discussed in any way. Much later in life when the internet came along, the women I was involved with were a lot more forthcoming sexually. They never bothered to ask if they could touch it, they just grabbed it.

Looking back to my early days of sex, I did have some interesting experiences. When I was about 19 I worked as a draftsman. One of my co-workers was an older fat guy. Not remotely attractive. I’m guessing he was about 35. I can’t recall how the subject came up but we started talking about 8-page bibles. At that point in my life an 8-page bible was the only thing I had ever seen of a sexual nature. These “bibles” were small little cartoon eight page booklets. Roughly 2.5” x 4” in size. Many of them featured well known comic characters of the time. The drawings ranged from quite well done to some that were extremely poorly drawn. Now they are freely available to view online. Just Google “8-page Bible” or “Tijuana Bible” as they were also known.

There are several books available that feature collections for the booklets. At the time, I had only seen a couple of “bibles.” Anyway, Stew, my co-worker claimed to have a large collection of them and asked if I wanted to see them. He said I could stop by his place after work and look at them. I really wanted to see them but was not keen about going to the guy’s house by myself. I suspected he might be gay. So I asked if my buddy Chuck could also come. He said that would be fine.

We followed him to his house after work. It turned out he lived with his mother. He lived in the basement and the door to his rooms had a hasp and a large padlock on it. Obviously, mom was not allowed in his room.

It turned out that his collection of 8-page bibles was just the tip of the iceberg. He had a monstrous porn collection. Chuck and I sat down at a table and he started bringing out the porn starting with a pile of 8-page bibles. The two of us sat there paging through booklet after booklet. Then came magazines and photos and an endless supply of various types of porn. He even showed us some stag movies. I had an immediate erection and after 30 minutes of looking at the stuff he had, I was dying to jack off. Finally after an hour of exposure to Stew’s collection, I had to leave. I honestly was afraid I might cum in my pants.

You have to realize that all the sex stuff online that we all take for granted now, it was total sexual overload to be hit with a ton of erotic material like nothing I’d ever seen before. The whole time I was at Stew’s I wanted nothing more in the world than to take my cock out and jack off. Frankly it took every bit of willpower I had not to do it. Considering how I view Stew’s sexuality now, chances are if I had jacked off in front of him, it would have been no big deal.

Chuck and I went back a second time but you can only take so much of that stuff in a single setting. I went there a third time on my own and I really wouldn’t have been surprised if Stew invited me to take my cock out and jack off. I probably would have done it. When I left, he put together a huge collection of porn in a cardboard box for me to take with me and enjoy in private. Of course he knew I wanted to jack off. He wanted it back in a week.

Even though I had a steady girlfriend at the time and we were fucking three or four times a week, I took every private chance I had to look through the stuff Stew loaned to me. I probably jacked off thirty or forty times that week. I hated to give the stuff back at the end of the week but I was wearing out my dick so it was best that I had to return it.

Back then there was a former stripper named Candy Barr who is said to have starred in the first widely released porn movie ever made. It was called “Smart Alec” and like all early porn films, it was on 8 mm film. Stewart had played it for me, as well as several other films in his bottomless collection.

Stew had a rare copy of the complete film. Somewhere along the line the film had been edited which was the version in wide release. At the time, Hugh Hefner of Playboy fame, had a huge collection of early stag films, as they were called back in the day. I never heard how it happened but somehow Hefner heard that Stew had the complete film. Hefner only had the edited version. He paid for Stew to fly to Chicago where the Playboy Mansion was located at the time. Stew spent several days at the mansion while the film was copied.

An interesting side note is Hefner is rumored to have spent a weekend with Candy Barr. 

Looking back I think Stew was asexual. Which would be strange considering his obsession with sexual articles. But I don’t think he had any interest in people themselves as sexual beings. If he had been gay, he had multiple opportunities to come on to me, considering the heightened sexual state I was in any time we were alone together. Back then I had zero interest in any kind of sexual contact with a man and definitely not with Stew. But if he had invited me to take my cock out and jerk off, chances are I would have done it. Which could have led to him wanting to suck me off if he was gay. Even that might have been appealing to me under the circumstances. They say a stiff prick has no conscience and I believe that to be true. I think under the right circumstances, the straightest guy in the world will suck a cock.

I couldn’t have been any more of a prime candidate to be approached than I was when my cock was incredibly hard and ready to blow a load on a moment’s notice while looking at all of Stew’s porn. The fact that he didn’t come on to me convinces me he was not gay.

I changed jobs at some point shortly after that and lost track of Stew. But it was eye-opening experience as to the extent of the porn that was actually available at that time. The vast majority of which was not available to the average person.

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