Watching Him in Secret

New year's day 2016. What a wonderful start to the year. We were up late, too late and I left Poppie partially undressed and passed out on the couch. I went up to bed and actually slept ( I don't always sleep well). I woke up about 1:30 or so in the afternoon and came down stairs expecting to find him still sleeping. I am not horny at all when i first get up, not a morning girl, and although it was afternoon, it was like morning to me. I hear the TV on. Our kitchen and den run together, not one big room, just a very wide space connecting them. I am walking slowly, yawning, quietly. Not trying to be quiet, just not making any noise. We had a huge live Christmas tree. It was over 11 feet tall and wide. He is sitting in a large leather chair on the other side of the tree and I can only see him from about his navel down. He cannot see me through the tree. He is nude and has a huge erection... and he is playing with it. I think he is watching some porn as the lap top is open between his legs on the ottoman. We have a giant leather ottoman that we purchased mainly for sex fun. I decided to just watch. Watching the way he caresses himself, strokes himself, fingers his smooth balls, hmmm. I like watching him jack off. He likes to take a long time when he can and he is now. After a while I can see the shiny sheen of pre-cum on his head which he gently smooths around his very swollen tip. He pumps some hand lotion on his cock, leaving a thick long stream that ends in a loop around his balls. Then he began to rub it in and over himself with his finger tips. Taking his time Getting it all greasy. I had not realized my right hand had found its way to my crotch. Gently stroking myself through my panties. Standing there in my t-shirt and panties, nothing sexy just plain panties. My legs slightly parted. My fingers with a mind of their own. My hair all tussled from bed. I have not showered yet. I can feel my nipples hardening. He starts to pump himself. Firmly and smoothly sliding his right hand up and down the full length of his erection. Poppie is not like huge, but it's not small either. It's just right and it looks magnificent. His left hand stroking his balls. He just keeps pumping. Every so often he changes hands. Left hand on his cock, right on his balls. I notice a different technique. More playing with his cock head with his left and and pulling on his balls with his right. He is taking his time. No quick jerk. I can tell he when is getting close as he will grab and squeeze the base of his cock to subdue any orgasm. He likes to edge too. He'll let it rest for just a bit and then start again. This goes on for quite some time. At least 20 minutes. He pushes the laptop screen closed with his foot and sinks down a bit. Now he is seriously pumping himself with both hands, pumping and squeezing his cock. More lotion. I am getting very aroused, but not like super horny. It is still morning to me. I decide I want to help... to take over and jack him off. I start to take a step and never put my foot down when it hits me. He is using hand lotion as a lubricant. What he uses by himself. We both masturbate regularly alone as well. When we are with each other or he wants to get caught he uses edible sex lube because we both know it rarely stops with just manual masturbation. Holy shit! I was wet instantly. Like a flood gate opened. Why? I have a very long sexual history with him. Starting when he was 14 and me 16. He was the first guy I saw masturbate. That's another story. We have watched each other, masturbated each other, and watched each of us masturbate other people countless times. About a year ago we intentionally put masturbation back in our sex life as it had somehow fallen by the wayside. Anyway it hit me. All those times and I had never seen him masturbate just for himself.. without knowing he was being watched or wanting to get caught. The hand lotion told me this was just for him..he wasn't particularly interested in me at the moment. I had to refrain from moaning as I pushed my now soaked panties into myself. Feeling the cotton strain against my very erect clit. Poppie really pumping himself. Finally, I knew he was going to cum He always stops pumping and holds his cock by the base. He groaned and his cock began to make these big twitches, like bouncing, as he erupted several thick streams of cum all over his torso. Even after the rush of the orgasm was over his cock twitched a little. Oh shit. I was sooooo aroused, but did not want him to know I watched. Not that he would mind, I just didn't want him to know. I quietly back away and hurried up to our bathroom. I needed a bath - like now.. right now. I use my bath tub as a sex toy. I had an incredible masturbatory experience. That's another story maybe I will write about. He does not know I watched. I never told him. He will learn it when he reads this story on here which I know he will.