Priming My Brain For My Favorite Porn

So when I was in college, I started watching porn everyday on dual monitors in my bedroom. It became pretty much a daily and nightly activity that I would Indulge in with almost all my free time.. I had been this addicted to masturbating already in high school, but when I moved to college and got my own single dormitory room, I had unlimited privacy for the first time In my life. In my hormonal, hypersexual mind, That could only mean one thing: Unlimited porn and masturbation as much as I wanted.

My freshman year I got an external monitor and immediately noticed how much stronger and more vivid the videos I would watch would feel for me. I would fixate on the sexy hot bodies and dicks on the screen and it would supercharge my arousal. That in turn made my pussy get wetter and more sensitive, and that made me want to touch myself to feel that extra special sensation of pleasure. As I pleased myself, It increased my hunger and desire for more porn and the arousal it gave me. So I delighted in the lewd positive feedback loop this created for my self-pleasuring. 😍😍😍

At some point, I got the hunch that smoking weed would enhance my masturbation experiences. So I tried hitting my bong right when I sat down and opened up my favorite porn videos. I noticed an instant effect on my perception of time, which slowed way down after I smoked. This really amplified my brain's sensitivity to the porn I was watching.. I know it sounds weird, but I could literally feel more sensations from the same clips. Just from smoking and slowing down my perception of time. This got me really excited honestly. I was already super obsessed with porn and masturbating and was spending several hours a day just pleasing myself like this. The idea that I could hack my own brain to make the experience even more incredible was so fucking exhilarating!! I knew I had to try more enhancements...

At some point, I got the idea of timing my bong rips with certain peak moments in the scene. I usually got a huge head rush after hitting my bong really hard. So I decided to pair my hit with the finale of my favorite blow job video at the time. It was a Winston Burbank movie and he blew a huge load of cum all over this hot Asian's  entire face. 😋 Yummmmm! I always climaxed with Winston's cock when I watched him cum. So I watched the blowjob until the very end, and picked up my bong right before he started to cum and took a massive rip to the face. The timing was perfect.. I exhaled the moment when he blew his load. I'll never fucking forget that moment.

Time immediately slowed down for me. It was as if he was shooting his ropes of cum in slow motion. What's more, something new and freaky happened as the weed kicked in right when Winston's orgasm started. I could feel his orgasm inside my brain. I know it sounds fucking nuts. But I could literally feel it. It was as if his dick had grown on the inside of my head and was tickling me with the tip right behind my eyes. When he sprayed his cum, each spurt splashed up against my forehead from down Inside my inner brain as if there was a real live dick inside of it. It sounds so nuts to try to describe. But all I know is the weed hacked my horny ass brain to perceive the sensations of Winston's cock inside my head. It was nuts!!!! His load was so huge that I started to climax myself just from the epic bursts of liquid pleasure that exploded inside my head. My clit absorbed some of the climax, which was also intensely amplified by the weed high.. I don't even have the words to describe how powerful my orgasm felt in that moment 🤤🤤🤤😱😱😱😱😱

I can still close my eyes and feel it, though. Something about my weed high gave me a whole separate layer of self-awareness and focus. Like I could feel my pussy cumming. But cognitively, I also felt myself observing my orgasm and the intensity of the experience from some other perspective. It's really hard to describe. But it's like I was simultaneously feeling all of the sensations in my body while some high ass part of my mind had stepped back and was watching myself react to the earth-shattering orgasm in pure awe. That's how it felt. Completely aware of everything happening but also totally awestruck by how amazing and intense it was. I mean, that super high abstract part of my mind even marveled about the effects of the weed on my perception of the porn, and how sickeningly strong my sexual response grew amplified by the THC. It was nuts honestly!!! I was immediately hooked.

It was then that I began my journey with systematically combining drugs and sex to achieve supernatural states of sexual arousal, erotic ecstasy, and bliss.. It just felt really good to get high and watch porn at the same time. It felt even better to time my hits right before something really hot would happen. And I got better and better at nailing the perfect dose and timing to maximize the intensity of every single wave of that amazing, unforgettable pleasure my entire body felt. I fell in love instantly with this ritual. And I started to do it every single day because of how addictive and delightful it was for me 😍😍😍