My wonderful mother

 Back in 1975 while I was a senior in high school, I fell asleep at the wheel while driving home one night. My life would change forever.I was paralyzed from  the neck down at first, but ended up getting my arms back but not my hands. I was now a C5-C6 quadriplegic. After being so athletic and independent, this really had me depressed for awhile. Being seventeen, one of the first things I thought about was whether or not I was going to be able to ever have sex again. First let me say I started masturbating very very young. Before I started to ejaculate I would orgasm all day long most days. I would get off climbing rope, using the swimming pool jets, and my favorite laying on my stomach and humping my sheets. Even when I started to ejaculate, most days I would need to  come six or seven times a day. I know that sounds crazy, but that is absolutely the truth.         

When I finally got out of the hospital after 3 months of rehab I came back home and I had to realize this was going to be my life. Although I could move my arms, I had no finger movement. My mother became my caretaker. Every day she would help me bathe and get dressed. She also everyday had to put a condom catheter on my penis that was connected to long tube that was connected to bag  that would collect my urine. Now, I have a little sensation. I can't feel hot or cold, but I can still feel some touch. When my mom would put on my condom every morning I would get a hardon. At first this was extremely embarrassing, both because it was my mom, but also I am pretty big. Not having ang finger movement, this was driving me crazy. After awhile I think my mother could tell this was driving me nuts. Finally she said she could not understand why I would get hard when she thought, like most people, I had no sensation. I told her I could definitely feel it when she handled my penis. I would lay there for hours with a hardon as I could rub it, but I couldn't grip it. Finally I got enough nerve to ask my mom for some help. She looked at me like I was crazy, and said that wouldn't be right. Now remember I used to masturbate alot. This was killing me and after about a month things changed.

 One morning after my shower, my mother was drying me off on the bed. When she started to dry my penis I started to get hard. Every time she would touch it, it got harder and harder. It was twitching on its own as she dryed the rest of me. I could not stand it and I had tears in my eyes. My mother looked up at me and we made eye contact. The next thing she did was like a dream. She grabbed my hardon and slowly started going up and down. I couldn't believe it. It didn't feel the same as before I was paralyzed, but it still felt great. She started going faster and I thing she could tell I was in heaven and getting close. Soon my legs started shaking and I had now what I would call a whole body orgasm. the feeling was amazing. I didn't ejaculate, but it felt like I had. Later on I found out I could ejaculate by using a strong vibrator. Being as I didn't ejaculate, I remained hard. I asked my mother to please do it again. Again she started slow and watched my reaction to see when to go faster. She was getting good at this. In no time I was having another orgasm. This one every bit as good as the first. I wanted to do it again, but she said that was enough. I didn't want to push it. I layed there in bliss.

 That night I wondered if she would do it again or if this was a one time thing. I didn't know if she felt guilt or what she felt. The next morning I naturally had a massive hardon. I layed there wondering if she would help. After she finished drying me she reached behind her and grabbed a bottle of oil and started masturbating me without me saying a word. After a few days I think she started to realize just how great she was making me feel, and I think she started to enjoy doing it.  She would tell me she couldn't believe how big I was, and how she couldn't get her hand all the way around it. One morning after a couple months had gone by I reached up and tried to rub her breast through her robe as she jacked me off. She pushed my hand away and said to try and control myself. It had been so long since I had felt a tit, I had to try even if it was my moms. I was just so horny.  Finally after many tries she let me feel them through her robe. God this drove me crazy.  After awhile I needed more. I needed to see if she would let me touch them. At first she said no way, but after about a week of trying and pleading with her she let me slip my hand in her robe and feel her breasts. God they felt great. It got to the point where some days I wouldn't even get dressed and when she had a little free time she would come in and masturbate me.                                                         

 My father never knew the whole time she was helping me this way. There was no way she was going to tell him she was jerking off his son everyday. She always felt no one else would ever understand. My father passed away in 1999. After the shock of losing him I wondered if my mother would ever help me again. After about a month she started right back up. At the time she was 74 years old but never missed a beat. Finally, one day about a year after my father died my mother out of the blue says, god you have a great cock. I couldn't believe it. In all the years she never said anything about my penis other than it was very big. This made me extra horny and I got the nerve to try and touch her pussy while she was masturbating me. In a normal state I would never think to try it, but I was so horny I couldn't stand it. Much to my surprise she didn't stop me, and I slipped my hand in her robe and then slid my thumb in her. I started sliding it real slow, but then I started going faster while watching her reaction. She started bucking her hips and moaning make me come make me come. After about five minutes she screamed out and collapsed on top of me on the bed. I couldn't believe my mom had a orgasm, and from me thumbing her. She finally started coming in my room and automatically opening her robe on her own. This made things so much easier, and it let me see her also. My thumbing her only happened a few more times and then she stopped me from touching her pussy. I think the guilt got to her. 

She would still let me play with her tits while she masturbated me. About ten years ago I bought an aneroes prostate massager. She massages my prostate with it while I use a Hitachi magic wand on my penis. You can't believe how strong my orgasms are when doing this. I ejaculate four or five feet sometimes. It is amazing. My mom is now 90 years old and I am 59. She still likes me to play with her tits while she masturbates me everyday at least twice. I am blessed to to have the most loving and caring mother anyone could ever hope for.