My Girl Masturbates

This is a long story. 

My girlfriend couldn't cum when we fucked. She pretended to .. faked orgasms. She was abused by her father when she was a kid. She had a younger sister and was afraid the father would turn to her sister .. so she continued until she was 18 or 19. She finally moved out. That's when I met her and she moved in with me.

At the time she was working. Her boss, 55 years old, fucked her. She did it because she needed the job to support her parents.

I found this out after we separated. She never spoke about it. Only when we broke up she confided in me. I took her to my shrink, insisted she talk to somebody about it. To the best of my knowledge she lives with the trauma today still.

I'll call her J. 

Eventually we had a good sex life, but it took time. It was worth the time. When she eventually could cum she'd straddle me, cowgirl style, reverse cowgirl style, and just thrust and push until she came ... like I wasn't even there ...  other than my cock in her cunt.

We got there by her masturbating. I think she did masturbate before ... I think all girls masturbate. When we were in bed together I'd touch her pussy. Then I'd put her hand on my hand and say, show me how you want me to rub you.

Eventually she came when we did that. She initially just rested her hand on mine ... I'd keep rubbing her clit ... then when she was close she'd take over ... furiously use my hand to make herself cum. 

That's how it started.

We had a small apartment. The bathroom led off the lounge/bedroom. The routine was that I showered and shaved in the morning and she lay in bed until I'd done. It was a small bathroom. I left the door open because of the steam. I could see the bed, her. She masturbated. Even under the covers I could see she was rubbing herself .. fondling her tits. I always let her finish. It was important. I don't want a girl who does sex for me ... I want her to cum. I knew when she came ... faster, more vigorous movement, involuntary body jerks, the little frown fade .. a satisfied half-smile. 

I think she knew I was watching her. I can't be sure. I spoke to another girl on ST who told me ... she knew .. she did it too with her BF. So, guys, if your girl masturbates and you see it ... know that she wants you to know furiously.

I did not teach her to masturbate but I did help her feel comfortable about making herself cum .. amazing  .. physiological need to cum can go a long way to healing childhood trauma. J is a happy girl today. As far as I know. We still talk from time to time ...