My First Exploration

Years ago when I was younger, most of my peers in school would talk about how hot a girl is, how they dated any girl they wanted, and to the surprise of other students like me, how they made out, or "smooched" as they called it.. All of these did not faze me at all as I was just busy paying attention to something else and I wasn't ready I guess.. (You can picture me in your head as someone who experienced what's termed "late development")...

Fast forward to a year later or so. I was in my bedroom which I shared with my cousin at that time, alone. I had only a pair of briefs on. I was nude up my waist... I stretched on my bed wanting to take a nap. Some minutes into my relaxation, I felt some itchy sensation in my lap so I reach down to scratch it for as long as I wanted when the itch subsided, then I brought my hand back to my head (my favorite sleeping position; I rest my head on both hands while lying on my stomach).. almost immediately I felt something funny under my briefs! My forefinger had accidentally grazed the cap of my dick while returning my hand to my head. "I had never felt that way before," I thought. What could it be? Out of utmost curiosity, my hand found its way back to my briefs. I've known before that the cap is sensitive sometimes when I take my bath in the shower, so I did not have to guess twice before placing a finger on the cap (through the fabric of my briefs) and flicked a bit, I must admit my brain has never responded as quick as that in any situation!.. I felt the same funny feeling I got the first time when I scratched my lap, and since I was alone, I wanted to really get to the root of this new feeling.

So I slid down my briefs and flicked more but it wasn't as pleasurable as when I was flicking through the briefs, the movement seemed to be slower. I had seen porn before then so instinctively I knew I needed a lube. I picked up an oily hair spray my little brother had picked up from my aunt's room and sprayed it on my right palm. I resumed flicking and it felt better, I kept doing that till I realized I was breathing more heavily and I was feeling hot and yeah I was growing bigger in my hands. My sexual drives climbed up a cliff when I closed my eyes to fantasize about nobody in particular, it felt so good as if it's a girl's hand/pussy as I had already wrapped my palm around it, stroking with so much ease enjoying this new feeling... Next thing, I get my dick pulsing at intervals and getting harder and bigger a bit, it was as if I was climbing a ladder as the feeling was getting more pleasurable with time. I'd notice if I tightened my grip, the sensation got strongest and that's what I kept doing, just then I felt like I wanted to pee so bad but I couldn't get to stop myself from what I was doing, almost simultaneously, my dick and my ass entrance twitched, I was quiet all the while, but at that moment I sort of grunted as I felt the pee grow extreme. You ever experienced that moment you wanted to urinate so bad in your dreams, you rushed to find the nearest cubicle to ease yourself..? Yeah! That feeling!... I opened my eyes to see some milky liquid spurting out, stream after stream, can't remember how long I was in this orgasmic realm, when I got myself back, I quickly packed up my bed sheets and washed it right away..

Since then I haven't found a better way to relax!