Lovely Time Alone

So, let me just share with you my wonderful night of self love.

I got the afternoon off work (yay!) and, inspired by the warm weather, and the few scantily clad university girls around the campus, decided to treat myself to an extended session of self love. I bought some new scented oil, a bottle of red, and set off home feeling that delicious tingling of excitement in my stomach.

Home, prepared oil and wine the in bedroom, took a long slow shower. In the shower (I often do this before I masturbate) I took my time enjoying the water jets on parts of my body. I particularly love to aim those little jets onto my nipples for a deliciously tingling few minutes, and it always gets me in the mood for much much more. (Also, recently I have discovered the wonderful feeling of aiming the water jets from the handheld shower onto my anus. I spent a wonderful few minutes on my knees in the shower with the water working its magic on my sensitive anus... wow!)

Dried, wearing only a towel, into the bedroom, close the door, draw the blinds (it was by now almost 2pm), and fire up the computer. Pouring a red, and lighting the candles, I started my usual search for delicious Japanese girls around my fave places on the web. Found some amazing lesbian gifs, and of course my weakness, Japanese lesbian movies.  Off comes the towel, and there I am naked and very ... very relaxed from the wine, and the knowledge that I have lots of time to enjoy myself. Please let me know if you look forward to the same thing!!

Anyway, with my big screen throwing the only light over me on my bed, I lay back and started slowly exploring my body, in a way that I hadn't done for a while. Lovely slow, sensual fingertips over my skin. Light touching over my stomach and hips. Kissing and licking my arms. The low sounds of Japanese lesbians from the movie wafting in the room. Who knows they're saying but my mind was filling in the blanks. And that was sexier than if I had a translation anyway!

Wow, I must have been lying there, a little tipsy, absorbed in self exploration, for an hour before I decided to shift gears and adjust my big mirror next to the bed. Ah, now I got a good look at the sexy woman lying naked on her bed, enjoying the soft curves of her body. Any time I bring my mirror into it, I tend to really get lost in my own lust for myself. And this afternoon was amazing. I rediscovered my desire to kiss myself in the mirror, to get close to it, whispering to my reflection about how I look, how I feel, what I love to do, what I want her to do. This gets me going. Giving my reflection 'instructions'. Wow, I'd forgotten how sexy that is.

"Feel yourself... touch your neck, feel your sexy neck, your beautiful collarbones... mmm, your feel so good. Touch your sexy body all over. Reach behind and grab your ass. Yes, spread your ass, feel the air seep into you." I got the oil, just a small amount on my fingers, as I knelt again in front of the mirror, my hot breath obscuring my face. "Mmm, yes, you know you want to love yourself there. Touch your sensitive little hole. Feel how it tightens as your slippery fingers caress it."

I was so worked up at this stage (and it was only getting onto 4), that I was willing to do anything my reflection asked of me. "Go on, you know you want to push a finger into you. Oh! Yes, that feels so damn good. Just take your time, enjoy these new feelings there. Slide your finger into your tight little hole, slowly, slowly. Feel how warm it is there."

By now, I was committed to having anal sex with myself for the first time. I had had my anus licked (god I love it!) before, and some fingers caressing me there, but this was really my first time to enter myself in this way. I was so ready for it. I wanted to spend a long time easing into it. And I did. I was now lying on my bed, my knees up to my chest, my head on a big pillow to allow me to see myself in the mirror, fingering my anus. Wow!! It was so naughty, so dirty, so sexy. I kept repeating "fuck, fuck".

I tried two fingers, thinking the oil would make it easy, but it was painful! So, I stuck to my middle finger, up to second knuckle, buried in my hot anus, while I pulled my soaking wet lips and slid my fingers into and around my pussy. Fuck, so fucking hot!!

"You can come like this, make yourself come. Go on, you dirty girl, fuck yourself to an orgasm." With my slippery finger making love to my anus, and my left hand making love to my pussy, and watching myself between my knees, I came so hard, my finger was pushed out of my anus. I pushed it back in and the feeling was amazing!! I kept going. I wanted to come again like this. So, without giving myself any time to recover, I went at it again, and over the cliff again I went.

By now it was only 5pm! I rested for a while, drank some more, surfed for some new inspiration, and then spent some time just loving my nipples. But that's for the next post!