Just a Bit of Fun

Firstly I'd like to say there are some great stories on this site---I come back every day to read them. OK, I am Rob, I'm 24 from London, UK. When I was 13 or 14, me and my neighbour would watch porn movies in my bedroom and wank together while watching it. We were both kinda shy and never sat next to each other so as to have a clear view of each other. Instead one of us would sit on the bed while the other would sit on the floor, so we couldn't see each other's cocks. A couple of times though I remember he got a good look at me when he got up to go to the bathroom and clean up and I was still wanking, I don't remember getting a good view of him though---just seeing his spunk covering his hand after he had finished. Anyway, this went on for about a year or so---most of the time my parents would be at home downstairs and we had to be really quiet to listen out for those house noises that meant someone was walking up the staircase. Our watching porn and wanking seemed to end when I went to college and got a girlfriend. I don't really remember how the next part started, but I remember becoming curious about what it would be like to wank and even suck another guy and him do the same to me. I would surf the Internet for pictures and have a really good wank looking at them. I was still dating my girlfriend, but never had the guts to let her know about what I would like to try. So, many years later, we broke up and I had been single for a while and getting more and more horny by the day. After chatting to a mate about it (a chat buddy---I could NEVER talk to a real-life mate about it), he said I should just meet up with someone and get it over with. He had done this a few times before, meeting men, women and couples and has been having loads of fun. So that's what I did... I was really scared but I got chatting to this guy, he was 24 too, that was in the same kinda position as me and had never done anything before with a guy but really would like to try. We agreed to meet up---which sent my heart racing further coz I was so scared. He came to my house and we started chatting about stuff, it was a bit awkward, neither of us knowing if we should start something. Eventually I put some porn on the TV which we watched for a while, when he suggested we take a shower together. He had talked before how he would like to try this, so I said sure. We went into the bathroom and got undressed and both stepped into the shower. Already I was starting to get hard, and so was he. I took his dick in my hand and he took mine as we were standing in front of each other, and slowly started to wank each other off. It felt weird and strange, but good at the same time. We were groping each other's bodies and rubbing our dicks together---it felt good to be that close to another guy... and it was exciting because we were doing something that, in our eyes, we really shouldn't be doing. We got out of the shower and went into my bedroom and got onto the bed and started to 69 each other, both of us sucking each other at the same time. Which was OK, but not great, I worked him up and he came in my mouth... I wasn't sure what to do, but I thought to hell with it---and I swallowed. The strange thing was that I couldn't cum. I was having fun but it wasn't great. The guy started to get weirded out too after he realised what we had just been doing. We both got dressed and talked about what we had just done. Since that day, about 4 months ago, I have met a few other guys and fooled around, and while I have realised now that I am NOT gay---I went through a stage before I had experimented when I thought I might have been because I would check out pictures of guys sucking each other---I now know that I am straight (-ish) or just plain greedy. I know that I LOVE women and I like having fun with men too. I like to watch porn with a guy and be able to wank with him while we watch it. And one day I'd like to be able to have fun with a man and woman at the same time.