A reflection of Man to Man play
Growing up I was a normal guy. I was curious enough to look at other cocks in the shower but not much else. Later at 15 I had an older guy turn me on to the pleasures of shared masturbation. It was perplexing – if I was not gay, why did I like someone playing with my cock. Moreover, why did I enjoy playing with someone else’s cock? Since I had a girlfriend and continued my interest in girls, I wrote it off as anything to make me cum was certainly not a bad thing. Why get deep in thought when it was only a short quick jerk-off. As every guy knows, if you can cum then after you cum you don’t think about it, just move on. And I did. I met another guy and we played for a long time, years, actually. He introduced me to my first blowjob and I reciprocated. He taught me frottage. He swallowed my seed and I sucked him but did not swallow. He was nurturing, friendly and deeply closeted so it was our secret. A few years after my marriage I bumped into him and we resumed our playtime. Since my wife gave few and horrible blowjobs, why would I give up this great side benefit. We would play a few times a month, always short and quick but always enjoyable. I liked sucking his cock and I liked him sucking mine. I liked jerking his cock. I liked rubbing cocks (frottage) together. We never kissed or did anything anal or anything else that might be weird. We were two guys that loved to cum, knew what each other wanted and were happy to please. Unfortunately he moved away and my fun stopped. Time for reflection – I am still married. I still enjoy playing with my cock and another guy’s cock. I enjoy sucking a cock. I enjoy rubbing cocks together. I enjoy jerking someone else’s cock. I figured out that I am a married straight guy who has a healthy love for my cock. It has been my best friend and I like to make it feel good. I know touching someone else makes my cock feel good too. I sometime questioned my sexuality but I figured it out. I never wanted a kissing relationship with a man, I never wanted anal with a man and I never looked at men – I looked at cocks. The natural instinct to play with your cock and play with cocks is not a gay thing, it’s a man thing. I believe most men, if given the opportunity would let a guy jerk him or suck him to completion. I believe most men, if after doing this the second time and knowing they would never get caught would reciprocate. It’s not a gay thing, it’s a please your cock thing.
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