This is my first entry on Solotouch. This entry is meant as an introduction. I hope to share my thoughts feelings and experiences both growing up and now, and explore how my sexuality has developed and where it may go.
I found Solo touch about a year ago and became a member more recently. I have loved masturbation since I was a very young boy, and recently I came to the realization that masturbation is not just something I enjoy doing it is really more my primary hobby. I joined Solotouch after realizing that I spend more time masturbating than I do just about any other activity I love. I used to have a good deal of shame about my habits because I think part of me considered masturbation lazy and a waste of time. Only recently did I start to view pleasuring myself as a healthy part of my sexuality. It’s not something I do because it’s wrong, I jerkoff because it’s good for me. It helps me relax it gives me an outlet for anger frustration and energy and the pleasure I get from my orgasms is a gift I can give myself whenever I need one. I have enjoyed exploring my sexuality through fantasy and have been lucky to have had people in my life to make some of those fantasies’ reality. Masturbation is the way I have been able to open my life and mind up to so many amazing sexual experiences. I am looking forward to sharing those experiences both fantasy and reality in future posts. The change in how I perceived my masturbation habits came after I read a female author on Solotouch Ill leave her anonymous but her writings helped me to accept myself and really get in touch with my personal sexuality. I have always been pretty kinky and have only grown more so as I’ve gotten older, but part of me always saw the more extreme elements of my sexuality negatively. I thought that my kink my darkest desires (things I will write about in the future) were something that I needed to suppress and this led to some degree of sexual repression and manifested outwardly as insecurity. My feelings about my masturbation and fantasies have changed. I now see jerking off and making myself cum as a way of exploring my sexuality and kinkiest fantasies in a safe and consequence free way. My acceptance of my identity as a masturbator has also led me to an acceptance of my physical self. I have never been ashamed of my cock. It is below average in size, but it isn’t tiny let’s just say I’ve received no complaints from any of my exes. I have come to see that what I may lack in size I make up for in aesthetics. My cock is beautiful. I love it. Its shaft that curves upward ever so slightly when it grows hard the head is big and perfectly shaped it tingles when I rub it. My penis is always soft even when its hard the skin is satin and smooth perfectly pink with no marks or deformities. It’s a gorgeous dick. I love feeling how it aches deeply when I am fully erect. Wrapping my hand wet with saliva around it and feeling the pleasure of my own arousal. If I am lucky and I am at my most horny I get precum which leaks out of the tip of my cock and lubricates my stiff dick, sending waves of pleasure through me. I pump and grip my stiff dick until I feel that shift that pleasure becoming almost like an itch the feeling building into a wave of pleasure that crashes into an orgasm. When I cum I usually ejaculate a lot and I typically cum on my stomach because I like the feeling of it on my body. After I cum I feel relief and satisfaction. I look forward to sharing stories of my sexual desires, fantasies and experiences in future posts and hope others will enjoy reading them as much as I have enjoyed the writing on this site. Kindest Regards
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