How I Learned About Masturbation and My First Cum

I don't remember much about my childhood except that I knew me and my 2 younger brothers and younger sister grew up on a farm in a small town and that our dad was never really around since he worked a lot between his job and being a farmer so our mom raised us. I do remember I believe it was around the time I was getting ready to go into 6th grade that I started to change and I noticed that my voice was changing and I was getting hair under my arms and around my penis. It was also during this time I noticed that when I would take a bath I would sometimes get hard when I washed my self around my penis and balls. At the time I had no clue why that happened or why sometimes during class I would get hard since at that time the internet wasn't widely available and my parents hadn't really had much of a sex talk with me and I don't remember the school having much of one either.

It wasn't until I think around 7th grade when I was in P.E. and I heard some friends and classmates talking about jerking off and how good it felt and how often they did it and who they fantasized about. It was also around this time that mom went back to work which I was glad about cause that meant after school I would be alone besides my siblings and I could try this masturbation thing I heard my friends talking about.

Finally after hearing about it and listening to enough of their conversations I decided one weekend morning I would get up before my siblings and after I knew mom was gone to work and I would go to what we called the half bath since all it had in it was a toilet and sink but it was the only bathroom besides our parents' that locked. I should also mention that at this time in my life I was constantly snooping thru stuff in my parents room and I found the instructions on how to use a tampon quite interesting and found that reading that or wearing a maxi pad or one of my baby brother's diapers or my sister's baby doll diapers would also get me hard.

This morning though all I took with me was the instructions from mom's tampons and some lotion because I remember my friends saying to use some lube when you do it. I went to the half bath and make sure to lock the door this time so I didn't have to worry about getting caught like I almost had a few times before when I tried to do it. I stripped naked and sat on the toilet and began to think of some of the conversations I heard my friends say and though about them along with some other of the girls I liked and also about an incident that happened the previous summer where my younger sister, twin cousins and I all changed together in the same room. The next thing I knew my wiener is hard as can be and I put some lotion on it and rubbed it up and down like I had heard from my friends.

I kept doing that for a while and eventually I got this feeling like I had to pee but the feeling of me rubbing my dick felt too good to stop.  So I kept going and finally I started to feel this sensation in my tummy and balls and then eventually this creamy like substance came out and went all over my arm and stomach and floor in the bathroom.

My whole dick was super sensitive.  I then checked out what this substance was and smelled and tasted it.  I realized this must be what my friends were talking about when they talked about cum.  Also this was what my mom told me would come out of my penis back when I got caught with some condoms.

Ever since that day I have been hooked on the feeling of jerking off and the feeling of an orgasm. A few years later I would teach both of my younger brothers about masturbation and I would even get to see one of my brothers have his first wet orgasm after a bunch of dry orgasms. Also about 5 years later I would get my first girlfriend and lose my virginity to her and find out how good sex is.