All By Myself

One of the things I love doing best is masturbating....it doesn't take much toget me aroused.....and when I am, my juices start to flow and I get that veryfamiliar clutching feeling in my belly that tells me I MUST do something totake care of my needs....NOW!!!Well...I am not always in the position to doanything with a partner..hence my dependence on masturbation. Until now, mytechnique was pretty basic..but effective....one finger on my clit...the otherhand cupping my pussy mound..and the whole thing done while lying in a proneposition to increase the pressure on my groin area.... There was always oneproblem though....I like....no...I LOVE the idea and sensation of beingFILLED...really filled by something...(can you all guess??) Sometimes I wouldslip a finger or two or three in my dripping cunt and fill myself thatway...but it too lacked a certain something... Well...another thing I likevery much is the idea of being WATCHED when I masturbate by someone who reallycares about me.....and so....these two ideas sort of came together...andwell....as I am a good girl, and like to do what I am told....I was requestedto go out and obtain a dildo so that I could improve my masturbationtechnique..and do other things best left to the imagination.For now....(evil grin) The problem...WHERE to find such an item...I wanted itright away...so ordering through a catalogue was out of the question....myonly other option.....to brave my town's notorious ADULT store....many havepassed it...wondering what went on inside there....(there are ALWAYS at least15 cars parked outside...) and the place has been known to have been raided bythe police on more than one occasion... Dare I, horny as I am..and determinedto please....actually enter this...this...unknown place? Well...I thought Ihad the solution...I would ask a good friend of mine...to go in there for meand buy me a dildo.....He had a few questions for me...like...what kind ofdildo do you want? I dunno....a regular dildo...why? Uh...do you want onewith or without balls? !!!!? (I didn't even know they came both ways....What length...what color? Ah...perhaps you want a freeze dried cock off of acadaver??? (THEY HAVE SUCH THINGS???)(NO, just teasing...!!!) (Pow....I hithim on the arm....not a good idea...as my son has said..Mommy...your friend ishard all over!!!)(he works out....and stop snickering..all of you...) OkOK....I want a 8 or 9 inch dildo...lifelike...no bells orwhistles...ok....OK...When do you need it?....uh soon....You mean you want meto go to the ADULT STORE.... Uh yes...that was my idea. My friend lost hiscool.....HELL NO!!! NO WAY...I am not going to enter THAT place...Uh..ok...thanks anyway ($%#%#$)... So...now what to do...I needed thatdildo....so I asked another friend...hey ....would you do me a favor.?Anything for you doll...(he talks like a petty gangster..and I still don'tknow what he does for a living..and I am afraid to find out..) Ok...would yougo to the Adult store and pick me up a dildo....Sure...no problem (hmmm thiswas too easy!!!)(Hey ya know sweetie..we really ought to get togethersometime...you know you turn me on....)(Uh...uh..no thanks...lets just stayfriends ok?)(ok...just asking....)(So...when should we meet to pick itup...)(I will call you Monday....) Needless to say....like every other promisethat this guy has made....he breaks this one and never calls.... Yours trulyhad a decision to make....I NEEDED that dildo...no question about it....Sofolks....I decided to BRAVE THE ADULT STORE!!!! I drove up to the placearound 6pm that evening....(and yes...there were around 15 cars parkedoutside..as usual...) and sat there in the car getting my courage up.Finally...I decided to take a deep breath and go in...Got out of thecar..and slinked my way to the door....went inside....THE PLACE WAS EMPTY....Ihave no idea where all the other people were..and I don't think I care to findout..(grin) but my eye soon settled on a WALL FULL of dildos of every shapesize and color you could imagine...and some that even a vivid imaginationcould not imagine!!!! There were big ones..and bigger ones..and HUGE onesthat make me shudder to think of....spiked ones...ones with cranks in thebottom of the shaft to make em squirm....studded ones...ones with vibratorsinside of them... A regular museum for lovers of the male flesh....YES!!! Mycheeks were flushed and I got a little dizzy as I remembered the purpose of myvisit to this...this...PLACE...and I took one dildo down from thewall...hefted it in my hand...and considered its purchase...and I though tomyself....Could I fit something like this into my hungering pussy? Would itnot split me in two??? or even worse??? NEXT one...This one was a bitsmaller...only around 10 inches...(and 10 inches is a LOT of cock,....) and ithad a metal crank on the end...I decided that I did not want to chance havinganything cold and hard like the crank bump into my swollen tissues...and I putthat one back. After long and careful examination...(too bad they didn't havea try before you buy policy) I chose what I consider to be the perfectdildo...not TOO big, and very lifelike except for one little detail...it wasBRIGHT pink! With flaming cheeks I fumbled in my bag and paid the very boredlooking clerk the money for the dildo..and then left the store....I ran into a problem...if I came home with a package...it might cause somecomments....so...I tried to place the dildo in my bag which is by no means asmall one....The damn thing wouldn't fit.....at least not right away....I doconfess that eventually I did jam it into my bag..and came home.....and gotthe thing...the dildo...(excuse me) put away in a safe place... So now I amthe proud owner of a dildo.....and I got it myself.....and braved the awfulreputation of the adult store.... But I still wonder.....where the hell werethe rest of the people????? Who knows..maybe I will have to go back theresomeday...and then I will find out...... Vibrators anyone????