It took me all of my early teen years to overcome my nervousness about touching a boy's penis. I was always worried that I wasn't doing it right and it didn't feel as good to him as it could, so I would never do it very long. Actually, I ended up hurting myself in this way because I always wanted the guy to be able to get off, but because I didn't feel comfortable doing it for him, I would often end up having to let him have sex with me, and that was not usually what I wanted. I believe sex is a sacred act to share with those you love most deeply. Call me uptight, I just don't want to share myself so fully with people I don't really know and trust.
Anyway, I've finally overcome my fears. After a few reassuring comments ('That was seriously the best hand job I've ever had'), I started to become more comfortable and confident with my abilities.
Now I just LOVE giving a handjob. I love stroking, I love watching a guy's face as he is sooo turned on as he approaches the point of no return, I LOVE when he finally starts to explode and his cum makes the last few strokes so ultra-lubricated. I love how vulnerable a person will make himself to me, how much he will trust me and need me, even if only for a few minutes. What a beautiful thing.