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OK..here's the thing. I can't remember much about "getting interested in boys". For me it was didn't care about them and like, in one sudden hit it was "WOW,,,lemme at them". I was never scared about losing my virginity unlike most of my friends who thought it was gonna hurt like hell and beyond, and that they would be "fallen" afterwards, or some shit like that. Me, I had it all figured out. My pussy was designed to take a cock.

Sure, I knew it would take some getting used to, but it was the THOUGHT of it that drove me crazy. I masturbated most nights imagining all sorts of things. Boys putting it in me gently, boys raping me, even much MUCH MUCH older men screwing me. Yeppers I had it all sorted in my mind. So, getting to the point. At the age of 13 I saw my first erect cock... and it wasn't from a boy my age. By that time some of my friends had done it, and they said it was either painful as all hell or that it was over in a second. One girl said "All they want to do is push it in and cum as quick as possible." I thought, FUCK THAT, I wanted some enjoyment so this is what I did. I thought about who might be interested in me, but be too shit scared EVER to tell.

The answer? Easy!! A teacher. No WAY would he ever tell that he had touched me, (let alone done more). A teacher would know what they were doing, and I figured the last thing they would want was a pregnant 18 year old on their hands. I picked my guy really carefully. He was in his late 30s and I made damn certain he knew I fancied him. I would sit in his class with my legs open just enough to show a little white "V" to him, or I would not wear a bra. (Sadly very small but pert boobs) The advantage of those is they tend to stay put. I can leave a couple buttons open and show my whole breast off from just the right angle. Of course on days like this I was antsy and used to have to get myself off in the toilets.

But then, after a couple weeks of this the teacher asked me to stay behind after class. I had made up my mind exactly what I would do and say to him. Actually I made my mind up about what I would say really carefully. I was going to be deliberately dirty. So... he said "You know, you have been sitting in my class for the last few weeks in a most unlady-like way" (I mean "unlady-like.. purrrleeease) "There are times when I can see... uh... well.. rather too much." I sat on his desk corner and smiled my sweetest virginic little smile. "Oh, You mean you can see my tits and my cunt Sir?" Poor chap nearly swallowed his tongue. "Thats ok Sir. You can't REALLY see my cunt because my panties are in the way. Still, I bet you can see how wet I get. well, girls have needs too Sir."

As I spoke I wriggled around till I had my feet and my ass on his desk. He could now see right between my legs. I put my hand there."You see Sir. Sometimes jilling off isnt enough. I need someone to touch me, and well, no one has.....yet" I took his hand and put it on my panties. He DIDNT move it! Instead he started a gentle movement that focused right on my clit. I just sat there letting him jill me and yaring he would just rip my panties off and screw me there and then. Unfortunately he just kept doing what he was doing. But it was enough. I felt myself going to cum and told him. "ohhh SIR... you're gonna make my cum in my panties." And that is precisely what I did.

It was unlike any other cum I have ever had till then. When I came down from it. I flopped my feet either side of his legs and hooched down off the desk till I was sitting, open legged on his knees. He didnt try to stop me as I fumbled with his zipper and unleashed what looked to me like a fucking enormous cock! I didnt really know what to do, but I must have gotten it right because after a few moments he started breathing heavy and then it started to twitch in my hand and all this white stuff spurted out, all over his pants, and all over my thighs. DAMN that was horny. After that we would meet up both in school and out and eventually, yeah, he popped my cherry. But there was NO pain whatsoever. I felt full to being split apart, but damn!!! I learned he was married and it made me wonder if he had screwed his wife before being with me. I found it a massive turn on and one time when I complemented jacking him with a little suck, I am sure I could taste female scent on his dick.

He left the school soon after, but damn.. he was good. I would happilly have gone with him AND his wifey if he wanted me too. Since then, I am an avid masturbator, and that is all I have in my life at the moment. Don't get me wrong, I have learned so much about masturbation, where to do it, HOW to do it, with WHAT to do it, and I am very very dirty with it too. To look at me, you would never guess!!! LOL