I have a hangup about cumming in a girl's mouth. Perhaps it's more accurate to say, there was a time when I had a hangup about cumming in a girl's mouth. I don't know why. I didn't have early blow job experiences that were bad ... I've heard/read that early sexual experiences kinda shape one's preferences etc.
In an early long term relationship I had, Jane (not her real name) did like to go down on me, but I never cummed in her mouth. Although she liked my cock in her mouth during the early stages of the episode, she knew when I was about to cum and then took it out.
We never spoke about it, but we had this understanding, I think. She knew when I was near to cumming; just before I cum my balls get very tight and pull up very hard against the base of my cock ... Jane always had one hand on my balls when she blew me and knew when I was about to orgasm. In the final moments she would take my cock out of her mouth, press it hard down on my stomach with her lips, controlling the spasms and directing cum onto my belly.
Perhaps this was why I formed the impression that she did not like cum in her mouth ... and generalized it to girls don't like cum in their mouth. I'm not exactly clear what my thoughts were, but why I had this notion is not relevant ... it just is how I felt about it for a long time.
So, when my current, live-in girlfriend asked me to cum in her mouth I had a dilemma. Did she ask because she wanted it or did she ask because she thought it's what I want and she wants to please me?
Jane was the only girl I ever had oral sex with and cummed. There were others, but I could not cum. Early in the process I'd have this "fear" of cumming in her mouth and lose my desire ... sometimes even losing my erection.
So, when Live-in Girlfriend asked I looked for help. ☺️ So Fortunately at the time there was an interruption and we stopped, which gave me the opportunity to "ask a friend" on Solotouch who I have a connection with for some time ... messaging and exchanging ideas. She gave me a different perspective; it's hot when a guy's cock is throbbing in your mouth as he cums ... I got the impression a girl feels enjoyment from knowing "I've given pleasure" ... perhaps "feeling dirty in a naughty sense" ... suggested I should definitely give it a try.
What I could do is masturbate in front of her till I cum and give her the opportunity ... let her decide if she wants to take me into her mouth ... The next time, before she could ask that I cum in her mouth, I said, watch me masturbate. It was really hot. She made little sounds and squirmed around from time to time clutching her breasts. She alternated between looking at my cock and looking at my face.
She asked, why do you want me to watch? I said, I want you to recognize that moment just before I cum when you see it. She said, don't you worry about that ... I know already ... I know exactly when it's going to happen ... here, let me do it ... I wanna do it ... and she pushed my hand away.
She almost immediately put my cock in her mouth. I said I don't want you to get cum in your mouth. She smiled and said, relax baby, it won't happen. I did relax. I was pretty close already anyway. Her lips closed on me again. She did not make big movements. She had one hand on my balls just like Jane used to do and she alternated between my cock in her mouth and her lips pressing against the shaft of my cock ... softly ... slow movements. I felt certain that she would recognize the moment ... I was no longer worried.
When I was on the point of cumming she took it out of her mouth and started teasing with her tongue. I knew she knew I was at that point of can't-stop-it-happening-now. And then, as the first contraction came her lips closed hard around me again ... too late now ... resistance futile, helplessly cumming ... most of it was in her mouth.
She said afterwards, I want you to know something; the hottest thing ever is when a guy is moaning and I get to feel his cock throbbing in my mouth. There’s nothing like it. I like to feel you bursting in my mouth ... I feel in control of your pleasure ... it's intoxicating 🙂 ☺️
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