What's a Dildo?

When I was younger, I used to be very sexually naive. I didn't even know what masturbation was until when I was in middle school, and it wasn't until 10th grade that I actually tried it. I don't know what it was, but I just never found any of the boys in my grade particularly appealing, so I rarely ever got horny.  When I was 16, I went to a slumber party with a bunch of my friends. As daylight started to fade and my parents went to sleep, we started to loosen our tongues a little bit and the conversation turned sexual. I didn't even know half of the words they were using. "Have you ever had a guy finger you before?" "No, but he's asked me to give him a handjob like ten times! Guys are so selfish!" "The only fingers that have ever touched my vagina are right here." "You guys ever used a shower head?" "The craziest thing I've ever used is my mom's dildo." Throughout this entire exchange, I remained mostly silent, which wasn't totally out of character for me. But eventually, I got to a point where I simply just couldn't keep up with them anymore. So, I asked my first question of the night. "Um, what's a dildo?" The room went immediately silent before a few snickers emerged. "Oh... well... it's like a device. And... you use it to, like, make yourself feel good." My best friend, Alexa, was doing her best to rationalize the strange concept for me. "And, how do you do that?" I continued nonchalantly, still not understanding the full repercussions. "Well, you put it in your vagina. And then you thrust it in and out, slowly getting faster, and then eventually you explode." "My, that sounds awfully dangerous."  "No, not literally explode. I mean, like, orgasm; cum. You know, like, how they explained it in sex ed?" As I continued to not understand her explanation, the other girls' giggled even more. "You know what, why don't you order one off Amazon and try it yourself?" I nervously complied and began to type "dildo" into Amazon.com. The girls quickly stopped me before having me open a Private Tab and set up a new Amazon account, so my parents wouldn't find out. The girls helped me browse through the selections. They came in all different colors, sizes, materials, and prices. We ended up settling on a 7" pink, mid-price vibrating dildo. We ordered it using my personal debit card (which I had recently been gifted), and from there I waited. Although I didn't know what I was getting myself into, I was excited nevertheless. From thereon out, I checked my mailbox and my front porch as frequently as possible. Even with the little information I was aware of, I knew that my parents apparently weren't supposed to know about this. Eventually, a nondescript cardboard box appeared on our front porch. I quickly grabbed it and brought it up to my room. My parents were none the wiser. I got in my room as quickly as I could, unable to contain my excitement. Conveniently, my parents were both out for the night, so I had all of the time I wanted to experiment. I proceeded to lock the door anyways (out of habit probably), then I did as I was instructed by my friends. I first took off all of my clothes and closed the blinds. I was already feeling pretty liberated, albeit a little anxious, and with a hint of excitement. I lit some candles, put on the sexiest music I could think of, and laid down ony my bed. As I unboxed my new toy and pulled out the phallic object, the excitement I was feeling began to collect in my vagina in the form of a clear fluid. The "excitement" dripped off of my vagina and onto my leg as I stared at it in awe. I took a minute to relax myself, then pulled out the dildo and turned it on. It vibrated in my hand, and apparently it would feel really good when it vibrated on my vagina (or "pussy" as my friends constantly referred to it as). The box also came with some "lube," which according the instructions, I could put on the head of the dildo to make it easier when "penetrating." All of these words sounded very unfamiliar and, honestly, a little frightening. But according to all of my friends, it would be very worth it in the end. I applied a considerable amount of lube (more than I originally intended) to the pink dildo, then brought the vibrating head to my clitoris. After a few seconds of contact, I involuntarily let out a long moan. The feeling was like nothing else I had ever experienced; like the wet and passionate kiss of an angel directly on my vagina. I knew immediately that I never wanted this feeling to end. This warm, tingling, pleasurable feeling.  But then, as the wet and slippery dildo started to enter into my vagina and vibrate against my g-spot, the amazing feeling got even stronger. The angel was doing undescribable things to me now, and I was certain of only one thing: there was something coming. The feeling was building. As the dildo vibrated inside of me, I started to push it in and out of me without even thinking about it. My vagina was enveloped in a heavenly field of pleasure that was overwhelming me with emotions. I needed something to hold onto for this rollercoaster. I grabbed onto my own tits, which unexpectedly led to even more pleasure. The combined feelings of my vagina and tits tingling in harmony pushed me over the edge. My mouth turned into a massive "O" shape as I let out a humongous moan. My back arched upwards and, as my friends put it, I exploded. For the few seconds it lasted, pleasure enveloped every part of my body and liquid squirted out of my vagina and onto my bed. I scooped up the liquid and tasted it, enjoying the new flavor immensely, and swallowed without hesitation. From that moment forward, I knew that I wanted that liquid to be someone else's liquid, and I wanted them to squirt it into my mouth. That night, I played with myself countless more times, achieving multiple orgasms. I mixed up positions, locations, techniques. I eventually found out that I could reach the same pleasure with just my fingers and my own saliva. I took a bath and masturbated in that, squirting my cum into the water. The next day at school, I reported my findings and the girls congratulated me. From there, I went on to masturbate several more times after that, looking up different techniques and ideas, which eventually led me to SoloTouch. In my high school and college years, I tried shower heads, vibrators, dildos, pillow humping, anal penetration, you name it. It was the most liberating few years of my life. And to think that there was a time where I didn't even know what a dildo was...