Watching myself (2)

One of the things I like to do is to strip in front of a big mirror. These days I have a full length mirror in my own bedroom but when I was younger I used the mirror in my parents bedroom. My parents have a big mirror on the closet door in their bedroom and I had the best and closest view of myself kneeling down on their bed. Most of the time when I come home from school I'm horny. I knew some girls from my class masturbated during breaks in the restrooms or dressing room of the gym, or even in class. I have done the squeezing and leg crossing to build up my excitement in class, but for an orgasm I need to rub my clitty and using the toilet or dressing room to masturbate wasn't my kind of thing. I prefer to preserve my orgasms for times I can really enjoy them. For the same reason I don't do quickies very often. I love to build up the excitement and prolong the foreplay, also with myself. Still these days when I come home and know that I am going to spend the evening at home I change into something comfortable. In the summer that can be a halter-top without bra and sport shorts. When it is colder I prefer a sweater or hoody and sweat pants or joggers. Most of the time without panties and all that is for a reason, but that is a different story. Back to the days that I used my parents' mirror. As said most of the time when I came home I was horny and as my mom wasn't there yet I could use their bedroom mirror unnoticed. I knelt on their bed and posed my boobs, watching how they looked best and when I squeezed them and pinched my nipples I felt myself a big girl with big girly needs. But what got me really going was when I spread my knees out and pushed my pelvis forward, observing my crotch in panties. Pulling them tight over my pussy to see how the contours of my developing femininity showed. By that time my excitement was enough to have my lips swollen and my clitty engorged, a wonderful sight especially in panties that became kind of sheer when I pulled them tight. With my back arched and legs spread a little, I found myself a sexy girl and ready for the boys to explore (in my fantasy). I fantasized that a boy was observing me, kind of being in or behind that mirror. And I was going to give him a show, a show that would leave him longing for me. I masturbated for him, slowly and making sure that he saw my hot lips and hard clit and I wanted him to explode his cum out so I could see it spraying in the air. When I reached my orgasm I actually saw him doing this for me even with my eyes closed. What I found very interesting as well, is seeing myself in the mirror when I orgasm. I heard that boys find it exciting to see a girl come and found it unbelievable. My face contracts in all kind of funny and ugly shapes, by now I know what they mean because I love it to see it on other girls as well.