Unplanned

Omg hi I'm P, 37F bi single mom of 1 perfect son. This is actually my favorite kinky site to post my stories on. All the real perverts are here and everyone is so accepting and encouraging of my unconventional interests.. That means so much to me as a single mom who has always kept my secret sexual identity to myself until recently. Seriously, I went for decades thinking I was a freak who could never share these parts of me with anyone. Now, I KNOW I'm a freak XP but I have outlets to share my experiences with others and connect and bond over our taboo desires :)

One thing I've discovered about myself is that I really get off to verbalizing and describing my hypersexual experiences.. especially when I get super high XD (Which I do purposefully to amplify my arousal & pleasure). I don't know what it is exactly, But I LOOVE going into filthy dirty details about how I got like this and what I do to feed my sexual appetites when I'm like this.. It's almost like the feeling is too fucking good for me to keep to myself XD. It's even more powerful for me when people tell me how much my post turned them on and why and go into their own experiences.. omfg lol. It's electrifying for me. I think it's largely from that awareness of how inappropriate and taboo and stigmatized my sexual interests truly are.. ugh it's so fucking wrong. But that taboo awareness intensifies my arousal instead of reducing it.. Then the thought of my unspeakable habits and urges turning on other pervs??? Omfggggggggg it's another fucking level XD

Just to give an example.. I get a lot of feedback from horny young men who tell me they wish I were their mom. This is in response to posts about my incestuous relationship with my own son.. or my nudes lol. That whole concept really gets me going for all the wrong reasons.. It's like I want to know what goes through these naughty boys' minds.. Why do you wish I were your mom? What are you thinking about when you imagine me as your mother? When you look at my nudes and think about that being your own mommy? Is it the fact you find me sexually attractive, and your mind goes naughty places when you think about living with me alone as my son? What type of thoughts and feelings and fantasies does that give you? How deep does it go for you? What do those thoughts make you wanna do with me, if im your mom? Allllllllll of it drives me NUTS to hear about while I'm getting my pussy off omg. It makes me feel so fucking sexy and powerful and naughty and filthy all at the same time.. Just like it does when I play my secret games with my son in real life ;)

Fuck. Ok I was gonna write more on this post but I really can't help myself.. I just popped two more of my addies they are kicking in strong affffffff.. fuckk. Ok I gotta gush a little about how amazing this session is about to be for me..

I am home alone for the next 2 nights. With a full bottle of my Adderall that turns me into a mega slut. All the food and weed and lubricant and sex toys I could ever ask for. Also a fucking massive library of my favorite hardcore porn. Which I feed myself for hours while I get off my pussy when I'm like this.. I'm talking 3-6 hours at least, possibly longer. I get absolutely insatiable when I watch incest porn on these pills. Holy fuck. I should probably stop there ;)

Long story short, I haven't had some me time in over two weeks. My pussy has been aching for me to play with it this whole time. My eyeballs and perverted brain are yearning for this porn.. It's so fucking good. I'm juicing myself with stimulants, so I can hyperfocus on this porn and imagine myself as the characters in these videos XD then I'll lose control and start posting perverted thirst traps online to connect with other taboo lovers and incest addicts like me.. then they amp me up even more and we trade content and stories.. fuck. Sometimes I even get new ideas about secret games to play with my son :P fuck. This is so wrong. You can judge me if you want... But I can't help myself at this point. Even though I'm so addicted and have to live this double life.. I fucking love it. I fucking live for this feeling pulsing from my pussy right now.. Oh my god it's so sensitive already XD love you all so much muah:*

Wish me a lovely transformative Earth shattering solo session tonight