Turning Gay

Turning gay??? Let me first tell you about my limited sexual experiences. Three friends showed me how to jack off at age 13 and I've done so regularly ever since, and I really enjoy it. At 16, while in high school, a 17-year-old friend and myself watched each other jack off at the same time. The next year at boarding school, I saw and put my hand around my roommate's dick and made a few strokes on it. Then I allowed him to do a few strokes on my dick. We finished jacking ourselves off and never did this again. After turning 18, while in the service, I lost my cherry to a Ho. A few months later I received a poor, unmemorable blowjob. (My first). For the next 8-9 years, I sought and received (missionary position only) pleasure in the arms of various young, pretty women. At age 27, while in a bar alone, because I did not have a date, a gentleman bought me a few beers and invited me to his house, which was just a few blocks from the bar. I went with him, because I had had many beers and felt I might get in trouble with the law if I was caught driving while still dizzy. While in bed together he gave me a very memorable, sucking, that felt like he was going to suck my insides out. Wow! I fondled his dick, but didn't do anything else. In fact, for the rest of my life, I've never had any desire to suck a dick. I married shortly afterwards and enjoyed the company and enjoyable sex life with my wife only for the next 40 years. We did all the various things that married couples enjoy together. My wife would suck my dick really well, but would not swallow my cum. Also, she would masturbate, but she would not masturbate in front of me so I could derive the great pleasure of watching her. Of course, like all married men, I didn't have enough sex with my wife, and had to resort to viewing porn sites and the pleasurable act of jacking off regularly. It has been five years since my wife died, and she had cancer for the two previous years, so it has been seven years since I've had hetero sex. I've just had to take matters into my own hands since then. Some of the web sites I visited showed men with well-endowed dicks and I've enjoyed looking at them. I particularly like to view pictures of big, circumcised dicks ejecting their cum. I then stumbled onto Solo and have enjoyed reading the Male-Male stories to the exclusion of the male-female, and female-male stories. These stories, especially of the older men getting together, make me horny and are instilling in me the desire to want to get together with another man in my age group. Now I'm doing more M-M reading and am considering getting together with another guy to experiment and enjoy each other's company and their bodies. I still don't think I have any desire to suck out someone's cum, or do the on top or on bottom thing, but in the heat of passion, sometimes guys' intentions can change. Maybe I'd just enjoy sharing dirty, sexy stories and jacking off with a soul mate. Heck, we might even decide to stroke each other to an explosive conclusion. To get back to the original title of this writing, based on the facts that I've presented, do you think, that at age 70, I'm turning Gay? Is it just the lack of intimacy, my shyness, the difficulty in meeting new, slim, older women and the familiarity of dealing with men that is driving me this direction? I'm interested in your views. Please respond in the Comments sections with your suggestions.