Too Worked Up In The College Library

I used to have to study a ton and so I spent a lot of my days in one of the campus libraries on the top floor tucked away in the corner. My mind would always drift but one day I had come across some site where anyone could post stories about their sexual experiences. Always being the horny kid it didn’t take much to get my mind going so I would read a few of the stories and it was such a rush to be letting myself become more and more turned on while sitting somewhat out of sight and a fairly obvious bulge showing in my shorts. A few times this happened during rounds of tests and I hadn’t gotten off in quite a while so I was feeling extra honey and just kept on reading story after story. Eventually you can only take so much and I knew my lower half was more of less blocked from view so before long my hand drifted to my lap and would very discretely feel on myself over my athletic shorts. As nervous as I was to be doing something like this I just couldn’t get myself to stop reading or feeling on it. As slow and discrete as I was moving my fingers it still have a very nice and warm feeling as the underside part seemed quite sensitive even through the fabric. After quite a few stories and doing this the feeling kept building and I started to realize I was actually getting pretty close. I contemplated just stopping but everything about this was just too exciting for me and before long I knew I was very close and made myself stop moving my fingers. I tried to calm myself for a minute as I kept reading but getting close just made me want it even more so I started again but this time it only took a couple of minutes before I was on the edge again and stopped feeling. I could feel like I was harder than ever and never felt more nervous or excited in my life so I just couldn’t stop giving myself this feeling. After a few minutes I resumed feeling against the underside over my shorts and maybe a minute later I was really close so I stopped all movement. It had never seemed this sensitive before and just being pressed against the fabric make it feel so nice. Even after stopping the feeling lingered as I kept reading for a few minutes but then it seemed like the feeling was slightly building again and I started to freak out in my mind. It was like my body had taken over as I tried to sit motionless as this feeling kept building before starting to have that all too familiar need to pee feeling. All of this was happening at a much slower rate than the usual jo session. The feeling build to where it literally felt like I was about to pee myself but also everything felt so amazing and warm all over. It’s hard to describe but at one point I felt I couldn’t hold it back anymore and felt a warmth as I felt something slowly start to run out of my dick and wet my boxers and it just continued as I saw a small wet spot form on my shorts. I felt so helpless but at the same time nothing had felt this good. This went on for quite a few seconds before the first wave hit me, then it was one after another and more cum with each one. Even without touching I had never felt an orgasm that good or exhilarating. I then took a few minutes to calm down before holding a book in front of my as I hurried out and to my car as fast as possible. I sometimes think about wanting to relive this again but can never get past the nerves to even try.