The First Time IMasturbated

The First Time IMasturbated by Spawn I am 18. To all the great people at the king of all masturbations sites,you guys have been my comfort place, because when I started, Istarted late in my teens, and when I did masturbated, it felt sogood, but then aterwards I felt so guilty, and then I found thisplace, and now I know, I am not alone. thanks. It was our freshman class trip to Devilpunchbowl, and me and my girlfriend had been together for 3years, and even though couples around us, were doing everything,sexual possible, we were like in our own world, and didn't knowmuch, but anyways, I think my girlfriend had to mature fasterthan me, because on this day, I was still thinking holding eachother in our arms, was quite far, but anyways, we were to staythe weekend, and my girlfriend told me to meet her that night,close to the lake. when I got there, she was wearing a tightbathing suite, and i guess from the cold air, and being a littlehorny, her nipples had gotten really big, and her breast hadgotten bigger., and I asked her, because I didn't know at thetime" are you allergic to something?" and then she justgiggled and then grabbed me and kiss be real deeply, and she saidwe could not have sex, but we could do something I like to doalone, and I didn't get her point because I had never masturbatedbefore. but I started to get hard, and see a buldge in my boxer.she said, lets, get in the water. so we both walk, into thewater, and boy was I cold, but some reason, my hard on stayed.see then said, lets do something really fun. and then she liftedher top off, and dove under water for awhile, when she resurfacedall of her suite was off, and now she was rubbing her small, buthard tits against, me, and said, well what are you waiting for?,and then see help me with my boxers off, and then we swam back tothe shore. she had gotten out first, and when I saw her, shereally got me throbbing, and I didn't want her to see because Ifelt embaressed. she was beautiful. she is the only girl I know,that had a shaved all of her pubic hair. and then she grabed myhand, and pulled me out of the water. and just stared at my nowraging hard on. she look bewildered at first, and then smiled.and said, can I squeeze it, and I just kept staring at her. thensee just took it in both her hands, and starting pushind down onit. and I just kept staring at her tits, now bouncing as she wasfeeling up and down my dick, and then I felt this very strangefeeling all over my body. and I thought "what is shedoing" and I was so scared, I got up, and told her I had togo, and ran back to my room . I had to sneak back in and I wentinto the bathroom, because I had a sudden urge to pee, butanyways while i was in there, I started mimicing, what mygirlfriend was doing, and about 2 minutes I had that strangefeeling again. but this time I wanted to see what would happen ifI kept on going, and then all of a sudden I felt a sort of pain,and then this strange stuff came out, and I was scared, I ranback to my bed. Three days later, I was just sitting in myroom, and my girlfriend and I had not talked ever since theincident because we were both scared what to say to each other,and I was thinking about that night again. and I started again torub my dick up, and down, and I fantasized it was her hands, andI oozed again more liquid out, but I still felt bad doing itafterwards, but just as i was to wipe myself up, my girlfriendhad called, and what happen afterwards, was to change my lifeforever. and what made me find this terrific site, but thatsanother story, by the way now, we are ingaged, 4 years later, andi love her ooooh so much, and she had to learned all her infofrom here, reading guys letters. thanks mick.