The First Time Eating My Own Cum

So I was in my mid-20s and was a regular masturbator. Even though I was married at the time I still enjoyed a good long masturbation session and had recently discovered how to Edge myself. And also discovered that the longer I would Edge myself the bigger my load would be when I built it up. So I would finally orgasm but explode with so much more force and have so much more cum behind it it was one of my favorite things to do.

Several times I would come so hard I would hit myself in the face or splatter it all over my chest with a great force and ecstasy. Many times I would fantasize about coming in my own mouth but as guys know after you bust your nut there's always the post nut drop off. Every time as I was in the throes of blowing my load the drop off would happen so quickly that I would lose my desire to eat my cum.

So one night I was having a nice long masturbation session will constantly edging myself to orgasm and then backing off again I knew I was building up a nice fat load and I couldn't wait to finally release it. I was watching some extremely hot girl on girl pussy eating and it was really enjoying myself and then I was edging myself probably for the fifth time and then I got so close I nearly blew. immediately took my hand off and all the sudden I felt something wet on my leg.

I looked down and saw a steady stream of my cum pouring out of my dick. My immediate reaction was to quickly cup my hand underneath my dick and started catching all of my cum. I was in shock I couldn't believe that I had Edged myself so close that my entire build up load was now just pouring out of my dick. I then realized I didn't actually orgasm yet all of my built up load was now pouring and collecting in my hand. I also realized that my desire to eat my cum was still there because I hadn't actually orgasmed. I didn't have the post nut drop off and here I was with a hand filled with my own cum. All of this thinking happened within a matter of  10 seconds antd the next thing I knew I was slurping my own cum out of my hand as I was frantically masturbating.

The taboo of that moment fueled my ecstasy as I hungrily licked and slurped every last drop of cum out of my own hand. There I was slurping my own cum while frantically jerking off and then my orgasm hit me as I was swallowing. Nothing was coming out of my dick but yet my cock pulsed and convulsed and sent pleasure through my whole body like I was busting the biggest nut I had ever busted, only nothing was coming out because all of my cum had already poured into my hand. So my body was going through the motions of having a delicious orgasm with no physical cum actually shooting out of me.

After my orgasms subsided sat there enjoying my post bliss glow. I still couldn't believe it. I had actually eaten my own cum and not just a little bit of it, not just a taste of it, I had fully sucked down a gigantic load of my own cum and it was one of the hottest moments off my life. 

Since then I have perfected the art of edging myself to the brink of orgasm allowing my cum to pour out of my dick when I'm in the mood to eat it. I probably do this at least a couple times a week but also figured out a better way to eat it. I hang backwards off of my couch and put my legs over my head and I am able to Edge myself right to the brink of orgasm and actually aim my dick directly at my mouth so instead of catching it in my hand my load pours out of my dick directly into my mouth.

For many years this has been my secret fetish. I have shared it with a couple of partners whom I trusted. Two of them were turned on by watching me do it and actually got themselves off while watching me eat it but did not want to partake in eating the cum with me.

One woman though allowed me to actually Edge myself into her mouth and then after it poured in to her mouth she kissed me and we actually swapped my cum back and forth while she jerked me off to orgasm. That was probably one of the hotter experiences of my life. I hope again one day to find a sexy partner who wants to share eating my cum with me.