The First Time

I knew what jerking off was, I was an early bloomer but I wasn't uneducated in the subject. For a few weeks I had been getting a lot of erections that were lasting for a really long time and even becoming kind of uncomfortable, almost painful. Erections were some thing I had experienced before but would go away after a few minutes, these were harder and more uncomfortable so in my head I didn't make the connection, I was thinking of them like cramps in my dick. I treated them just like I would if it had ben cramp, I rubbed it to make it feel better and it most definitely made it feel better. The erection wouldn't go away but it felt better as long as I was rubbing or touching it, eventually after a while I would have to stop but the erection would go away a few minutes later once I did.

I had been doing this every night for about two weeks and still haven't put the knowledge of what jerking off was together with the actions of what I was doing, I was actually starting to get a little worried about what I was thinking of as cramps in my dick not going away. It was just like all the other nights before it, I was laying in bed rubbing my dick but then I started to feel really warm all over my body. First I kicked the blankets off and then a minutes or two later I pulled off my tank top and underwear, I just seemed to be feeling warmer and warmer. I remember rubbing my dick turned into a close fisted squeezing, stroking motion, I eventually strengthened my grip on my dick, move my hand faster and started to touch myself other places with my freehand. Without really meaning to I started arching up into my fist, I suddenly felt an intensely amazing feeling in my dick, balls and abdomen, something warm and wet hitting my chest before feeling it dripping down my dick in over my first.

When the endorphin rush from my first orgasms starting to subside and I flipped the light on seeing the clear, sticky substance all over me it finally clicked in my head what has been happening. My so-called dick cramps had just been more intense erections than I was used to and me massaging it had been my natural masturbation instinct kicking in. I know a lot of guys experience dry orgasms but I never had, that was the first one ever and when I had learned about the concept of orgasms and masturbation dry orgasms were never even mentioned so I didn't get the slow built up a lot of guys get and I was pretty unprepared to experience what I did even if I already knew some of the facts behind the concept.

A couple of things change for me after that, the first being I stopped wearing anything to bed unless a sleepover was involved and the second, I started jerking off wherever and whenever I could.

I think because I already knew what it was and basically how to do it but didn't realize that's what I was doing, gave me an interest in masturbation other than just the practical aspects of doing it but also learning about it. How guys started doing it, why some guys do it with others and some only do it by themselves, how it can be used in meditation techniques or even medicinally to lower stress and of course as a way of bonding with other men.