The Dilemma Of Moving

This entire dilemma began in July end. I had just graduated from high-school and had gotten my admission letter from my dream college. Fantastic! But the problem? I had to move from my home town. I had to move to a smaller city where my college was located. And listen, the problem isn't friends, family or new setting. No, if it was I wouldn't be sharing my story on this site.

You see, I'm an average 18 year old. A little chubby with a fantastic large ass (as my sister compliments me for), small tits that fit perfectly in my hands and thighs so thick my hands can't fit around  half of one thigh. Back when I was in my parent's house, I had my own room. I always kept the door closed and my parents didn't bother to disturb me. I was free to read whatever, as long as my parents never figured out, so I read all sorts of novels and manhwas online. And lo-behold, most of them contained porn. I started reading unholy amounts of porn and if it was good porn, I would just get off to it. It became a daily habit, I used to get off 2 times every single day!

Can you blame me though? I was a burnt out student who had to keep up with school, coaching and tuition every single day! The fact that I didn't turn to drugs is what I'm grateful for. Anyways, so this was dilemma. How the fuck am I supposed to get off when I'm basically sharing a room with another person. Well obviously they aren't going to be in the room 24/7 right? Unless they are not like me. If they are then they WILL stay in the room 24/7. Thankfully my roommate is not and I'm eternally grateful for that. In fact she is out almost all the time.

Let me tell you the first time I got off after coming here. This was 2 weeks after I finally settled down. Gosh thinking about those 2 weeks gives me shudders. Jesus. Anyway, Me and my roommate had a deal that once we both signed the attendance sheet for the night, she would lock the room from outside if she went to her friend's room. And this was that night. I told her I was going to sleep and she gave a thumbs up on her way out. As soon as I heard the lock, I switched off the light and got into bed. Trust me when I tell you the throb in pussy was getting very hard to ignore. I tried so hard to just ignore it because my roommate could just burst in at any given time and I didn't want to be caught rutting against my hand like an animal to get some relief. But the pussy wants what it wants. I was aching at that point, slick dripping because of desperation and soaking my panties. I rubbed my thighs together hopping that my body would just listen to me and fucking stop it but it didn't.

Gosh, I bet if she was in the room she could smell my pussy if I removed my panties. My clit was begging for attention after having been stripped from it for 2 weeks. And I finally gave in. If my body wanted me rutting against my hand like a manic animal till I was cumming in my panties, then that was what I was going to do. I quietly inched my hands towards my panties and slipped them inside. The stark temperature difference between my hot pussy and cold hands sent a thrill up my spine, making my back arch off my bed. I was so so wet. I was soaking. Are you getting the image? I didn't dare remove my panties and anyway, I love cumming in them. The feeling of my cum soaked panties sticking to my wet cunt is something I crave every single day. Ugh just typing this out is making me horny and guess what I'm currently sitting in my cum soaked wet panties.

Anyways, where was I? Right! My soaking wet pussy. I teased my clit, rubbing circles around it. The guts to tease myself when I was so so so desperate. Don't know where I get that from but you know that I enjoy it even though my body hates it. Finally I touched my clit and the first rub showed me a brief glance of heaven. I clenched my thighs together as I cussed out. Let me warn you now that I'm not a moaning kinda girl. I like to keep it silent so that the voice in my head can be louder. As I sunk into a slow pace in the dark room my mind wandered to my dirty dirty fantasies I kept locked away, only to be brought out when I was doing something like this.

In that fantasy, there is this beautiful and sexy girl. She's got it all. The curves, the looks and the charm. She's so pretty that I let her push me into the bed. She kisses my nipples and tells me to be a good girl for her. But I'm rebellious you know? I don't listen to her and I keep moving, trying to rub my clit. And that's when she spanks my pussy. A sting of pain goes through my pussy and I do the same in real life. In that dark room, I was spanking my pussy so hard. If you turned the lights on and removed my pink soaked panties, you would see my red cunt from all the spanking I did. Back to my fantasy. I would moan so loud and good for her. She would be satisfied and then reward me by licking my clit. She would suck on it and lick it. As I thought about it I rubbed my clit hard and I saw stars behind my eyes. Fuck I was so hot and bothered that night. She would then pinch my clit a little bit harder and I would cry out her name. She would praise me for it and reward me by stuffing my pussy full of her fingers. I didn't do that in real life because I'm way too tight, so I can only imagine her fingers filling me up so well and good that all I can do is drool and roll my eyes to the back of my head.

At the thought of that my eyes actually rolled back and my back arched off my bed. She would praise me and keep finger fucking me till I was soaking her hands in my pussy slick. Goshhh, typing this is making my pussy leak. All of this combined with the fact that I was bothered for 2 whole weeks, sent me to heaven and I gasped and cussed and came in my panties, soaking them. Fuck, it felt so good. As I relaxed, I enjoyed the feeling of my cum soaked panties sticking to my wet, hot cunt. The wet fabric rubbed against my clit and it was pure bliss. My body wanted more but I was tired. And that was the first time I got off in hostel room.

As for the Dilemma, It's all solved. I know exactly when to sneak a quickie. Now my pussy is all happy.