Stretching the Limits of My Edging Abilities with Porn

In my previous story, I wrote about how I, a previously experienced edger, was brought to my knees once porn came into the equation. I had been controlling and delaying my orgasms confidently until I tried masturbating to porn. After that, I couldn't last more than a few finger circles on the clit before I would go off like a rocket while watching the stuff that pushed all the right buttons. It was humiliating and disappointing. I had a subscription to a female masturbation site a few years ago. It was my favorite thing, all female masturbation all the time! I vowed to train my body to edge under those circumstances. I figured that if I had trained myself to edge before, I could do it again once the terms were made more challenging. There I was, a grown woman and expert autosexual in my late 20's feeling like I was back at square one. I felt like I was 14 again and still correcting my premature orgasm problems that only the uncontrollably horny young teen girl I was back then had. It was very humbling. The first few training sessions were a total failure, much like those first few ones from back in my youth. I started the videos, got aroused, and my pc muscle contractions went off right away as soon as manual stimulation started. I didn't get discouraged, though. I began to make progress once I set smaller goals. I would masturbate but at an intensity that was much lower than my standard stroke while I watched the videos on my computer. I stroked with a lighter and slower touch, allowing my body to become used to the sensations while I took in the porn. My gains were modest at first. I remember thinking that it was a huge milestone once I made it past 8 minutes without orgasming. Gradually, I increased the clit fingering intensity and set tougher goals for how long I hung on before giving into orgasm. As with any learning process, I failed many times along the way while inching upwards to success. The failures were always valiant ones. Every time I succumbed to orgasm before meeting my time goal for that day, I did it knowing fully well that I fought as hard as possible to hold back and always gave it my 100%. To be honest, the increases in stimulation speed and pressure were always more difficult to tolerate than the increases in time goals. A steady, assertive rub is worlds different from a light, beginner-level edger's stroke. My training period lasted maybe four to six months. I don't remember exactly how long it was now, but I committed to it as a long-term goal. At the end of it, I was maxing out at around 20 minutes, which was still a far cry from how long I can go when I'm not watching porn. What I wound up deciding after that, though, was that I preferred to use porn as a source of inspiration before I get down to actual masturbation, because I like to pay attention exclusively to the visuals then, and once masturbation begins, I like to pay attention exclusively to the sensations. In any case, it was a fun long-term experiment while it lasted.