So Unsuspecting (Part 5)

My son followed me into the front room. I sat down on the edge of the arm chair and he sat on the settee facing me. I was not really sure what I was going to say to him, my heart was again beating so fast. I then said look I have noticed over the last day ortwo you have been following me around and I also noticed you keep looking up my skirts. Why are you doing this?  His face was bright red and not looking me in the face and he just  shrugged his shoulders.

Why do you keep looking up my skirts? I asked again. He just shrugged his shoulders. I said look, you're not in trouble I just want to know why you do it. He said nothing so I said I thought it was because you saw my pubic hair sticking out of my knickers and were curious as I know most girls’ and women now a days shave down there. That’s why I took my knickers off, I thought if you were to see then that would be it, your curiosity would be satisfied. But after what just happened in the kitchen that’s clearly not true as you made sure you got to see up my skirt again even though you had already seen up it.

He then suddenly burst out crying sobbing that he was sorry, he could not help looking.  He was bawling his eyes out. Again I said look it's ok, calm down, I don’t mind, it's ok. He then blurted out he had always liked looking at me. I thought it just started when I began to wear short skirts a couple of days ago but again I was clearly wrong. So I asked him how long this had been going on. That’s when he told me it's about 3 years.  It started when we were on holiday and we were in the caravan you went and tried on a bikini you had just got and then came back in to the room to show Dad.  You took no notice of me being there and said to Dad is it ok? as you stood posing with your hands on your hips. I could not take my eyes off you but you did not see, and Dad said you will have to have a little trim before you wear it on the beach. You smiled and put your fingers in the bikini bottoms and pulled the material away from your body trying to make it cover your  pubic hair up but in that split second of you pulling the material out I got to see your full bush. I loved seeing you in that bikini on that holiday. I would always hope you would adjust the bottoms as you laid sunning yourself but you never did.

I looked at my son open mouthed then said I had no idea, not at all.  Were there other times you looked at me like that? He said he would always watch me going across the landing to go and have a shower in my bra and knickers. He used to watch me from his bedroom through the crack of his bedroom door. I told him I never knew you were looking. He said he would always hope I would be wearing a pair of white lacy knickers I had. I asked him why. He said because in those ones he could always see my full bush through them. 

I really could not believe what I was hearing. it was not just the last couple of days he's been looking at me, he's been doing it for over 3 years. There must have been signs but I never saw them. Knowing my son has been looking at me like this for over 3 years did excite me and I could not believe what I was about to say to him.

Part (6) to come