Sears Catalog Memories

It started back in 5th grade, I was constantly thinking about girls and women. This is was before the internet and I had no access to porn vids or magazines like Playboy. But I didn't need any of that when I had the underwear section of Sears catalog. I'd sneak long looks at the underwear models and then at night vividly recalled all those pretty girls in panties and bras--I didn't dare take the catalog into my room with me. Not surprisingly, I was very worked up and couldn't fall asleep. One night as I was tossing and turning, trying to fall asleep but not able to get the images of the underwear girls out of my mind I rolled over on my stomach. I must have had a mild erection because the feel of the mattress pressed against my dick felt nice. Slowly I started moving a bit and discovered that the motion felt even better. Even though I was wearing pj bottoms and tighty whities underneath the sensation was wonderful. I moved around in circles and back and forth unknowingly humping my mattress. The feeling just kept getting better. It felt tingly and I went faster and faster. Then just when I thought it couldn't feel any better I felt this really pleasurable release escaping my dick. I thought I peed the bed! I was freaked out! I jumped up turned out the lights and saw nothing. I felt the bed and the front of my PJs and they were both dry. Very intense, but kinda freaked me out. I felt guilty and avoided that for a few weeks but the more I tried to forget, the more the images and the feelings came back. Those pretty underwear girls danced in my head. Then one night, I started humping the mattress again, and this time I got the bright idea it would feel better if I pulled down my PJs and there I was humping my bed in my white briefs. I was right, it felt even better. And I noticed that my dick had grown. Again the tingly feeling, but this time even more powerful. I felt pleasure surging through my loins. My heart was beating fast I could hear it pounding. I remember breathing heavy like I was running laps around the track. And then it started. A twitching feel that was different and even more pleasant than the first time. I felt the surge and the release and this time I knew I had peed the bed. I just lay there and then after minutes basking in the pleasant feeling, I turned on the light. There on the front of my underwear were some tiny wet spots. Not the drenching it felt like. Looking back now, that was my first precum. Weeks later, I was home alone on a Sunday afternoon. So I found the Sears catalog and locked myself in my room. Before long I was horny as hell. I stripped down to my briefs and loved the look of my erection making a tent. I vigorously humped the bed as I lustfully gazed at my dream girls. Then I had the bright idea it would feel even better if I was naked. So I stripped off my underpants and fucked the bed. The feeling was so much more intense than through cotton briefs. When I finally came, I saw it. There on the sheets was a pool of sticky, creamy, white semen. Eventually, I figured out my hand was even better than the bed and that a little lube made it even better. Post-script: Two years ago, while surfing on line I stumbled on a site that had scanned images from old Sears catalogs. After some more searching I found what I was looking for, the Spring 1987 catalog, and in particular the underwear section! There looking back at me was a pretty, smiling brunette wearing "her first bra" a lovely white cotton trainer. Needless to say, I gave myself a good wank staring at the underwear girl who started it all for me.