Scared I Broke Something

I was14 years old then during that summer of '67. I had sparse hair above my penis and had smooth hairless testicles. A friend had "found" some girlie magazines as we called them in those days. These were not Playboys, they were the type that were in the top back racks of magazines in stores. The full covers could not be seen because of the magazines in front of them. Taboo magazines in those days.  My friend had found about 10 books in all. Some women had several pictures of them in panties and bra going through a strip tease. Now in these books, you never saw labia because of the pubic hair. One magazine, however, was of family nudists. The magazine had photos of females of all ages in various nudists activities. This magazine made for some of my first full erections. We viewed these magazines together in a clubhouse garage, but never pulled out our penises to masturbate. I was getting uncomfortable after a few of these sessions and decided to plot a plan to take my favorite magazine from the pile and take it to my basement in secret. So one day when the rest of the group was not around, I went inside the garage and found that nudists magazine and took it back to my basement. No one was home but me, so I went down into the basement to view my magazine. Going through the pages of the women and girls all naked. Some playing volleyball, swimming, or just lounging in chairs sunning themselves. One series of photos had women and girls in a hat pageant. They were stepping down stairs and their vaginas were on display. All types, from about 10 years old with no pubic hair to mature women in their 40s with very hairy vaginas. There was one girl that caught my fancy. She was about my age at that time and had a sparse patch of pubic hair above the openning to her vagina and you could see  her labia both inner and outer. She had small breasts normal for a girl that age with puffy nipples. She was the center of a number of wet dreams before this episode of ejaculation. Well, there I was looking at this girl and had the urge to take my hard penis out of my pants. I began to touch myself, letting the head of my penis come out of my foreskin. I became even harder than I had ever been before after touching myself slowly moving the foreskin back and forth over the tip. I had to remove my pants and underwear to feel more freedom. I started to feel my whole shaft as I surrounded it with my hand and moved it up and down. The foreskin moving over the well lubricated tip giving me an intense feeling that I had never experienced. I was scared of the feeling so I stopped touching my penis. I continued to look at my angel in the photo with my erection without relief. I soon continued my stroking technique. I was looking at various parts of my girl in the photos. Looking at her puffy breasts, her little pubic patch, and her labia, I started to move my hand faster and faster until this feeling came over me and a big gush of white goo was released from my erect penis. Another and yet another stream of the goo came out. I thought I had broke something, but the feeling was incredible. The steams of goo had traveled about 4 feet across the basement floor. I was spent and had to sit down. I collected myself pulled up my pants and cleaned up the mess I had made. I was so worried I had hurt myself, I did not look at the magazines for about a week. I did return to touching myself after that week and learned to enjoy how much cum I could produce. This has turned out to be a big turn on for my lady sex partners as well as playing with my foreskin. Well happy soloing and for young wankers, it's ok. It's not broken unless you do it too much. lol