All my life, I have heard about girls having “penis envy." But could guys have "pussy envy"?
I have craved to know what it’s like to be in a woman’s body. To feel sexy in a woman’s body. To have sexual experiences in a woman’s body. I want to know how women feel; what they think about. For one thing, I think females are beautiful. Their faces, their bodies, their hair, their voices. I would like to feel what it is like to feel beautiful, sensual, and sexy in a woman’s body. I love and respect women and would love to experience a bit of life in a woman’s body. I realize it’s a package deal and a lot goes with it: periods, yeast infections, PMS, childbirth, mean girls, men who treat women with disrespect and brutality. I admire how women take those in stride! Does “vagina envy” mean I am trans-gendered? No, more like fascinated and curious. I have always been girl-curious. As a teenage boy, I would wonder what the girls were doing and thinking. I would fantasize about girls’ sexy thoughts and feelings; about girls feeling turned on, maybe even masturbating. (As a teenager, it wasn’t obvious to me that girls masturbated.) I would beat off while trying to imagine what it felt like for a girl to touch herself, to slide a finger up her cunt. I would wonder about which words girls used for things. Would they say pussy? cunt? up me? in me? Another facet of pussy envy is a lifelong desire to be penetrated. From early boyhood when I got enema nozzles and thermometers in me, I have been fascinated and filled with desire to be penetrated. It was naughty, it was sexy, it was forbidden, it felt so good and made my penis tingle. I penetrated myself with a lot of things, which you know if you read my previous story. Even had a real dick in me a few times when I was fifteen and sixteen. It was SO SO SO FORBIDDEN then and it really imprinted on me for life. So of course, I would have pussy envy. I would totally love to know what it is like to be in a woman’s body and feeling a hard dick in my cunt. I would love to know how it feels to be on my back, looking and feeling sexy and beautiful, with my legs open wide, my nipples erect, and my bare wet pussy exposed, looking up at a guy coming over me, whose very hard dick is pointing right at my cunt and I am anticipating it going in me. I would love to feel the sensation and thrill of the tip of his dick touching my cunt hole, the first feeling of pressure there, the head pushing in, and then all the way in me. I MASTURBATE OVER THESE THINGS!!! Anyone surprised? Any guys who relate?
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