Progressing From Male-Male Handjobs To Male-Female Ones

I love my dick and even tho I am now in a relationship I still enjoy wanking alone and remembering how it all started......   The first sexual memory I have is when I was in the last year at junior school and getting hard in the toilets with another boy when we were there for a piss and play fighting using our dicks as swords...this happened a few times and although neither of us ever came I can remember enjoying it when our two dicks touched.     I didn't start wanking and cumming for another couple of years when all the boys at middle school seemed totally pre-occupied with sex and porn...me included. Everyone talked about fucking girls but I guess none of us had at that stage so the next best thing was to wank off. Usually for me this was when I was alone at home, usually in bed or when having a shower or bath but at school swimming lessons it wasn't unheard of to fool around in the showers and cum with friends.  This was always just wanking and maybe helping each other and I never heard of it progressing to bjs.    One friend seemed even hornier than me and sometimes we shared the same changing cubicle. At first we just watched each other wank off but after a couple of lessons he reached over and held my dick, I didn't mind and after that we usually wanked each other off for fun. I can remember one occasion when everyone was running late the teacher said we had to get ready in record time but he wouldn't get changed till he had cum and I left him wanking away as I dressed and joined the others.   One other memory at this age...around 14-15 I think....is a school field trip to a wooded and hilly area when we were supposed to study and collect plants and tree leafs etc. It was all pretty boring but on our way back down the hill a group of about 5 of us decided to have a wanking competition to see who cummed first. It was so horny being outside and watching others and everyone seemed to shoot a good load of cum with the winner actually being the youngest boy in the group.    For the next 16 months or so I still enjoyed solo and mutual wanking with friends but became more and more interested in girls and started seeing a local girl about the same age as me..16.  She was lovely but a bit shy, after a while she was okay with me caressing her breasts but she was reluctant to touch me.    Just after my 17th birthday I passed my driving test and was able to borrow a family car, one Saturday we drove into the countryside and cuddling in the back seat I got my first handjob from a girl...a memorable but messy pleasure.    This marked a sharp decline in mutual wanking with friends, I still enjoyed swimming and occasionally getting changed with a close friend would entail us wanking each other as we discussed girls but I preferred a girl's hand to a guy's. I played a bit of sport and in the after-game showers there was a lot of fooling around, I didn't mind wanking myself but no longer joined in any mutual wanking that occasionally occurred.   I was surprised at different girls attitudes to hjs, when I was 19 I dated a lovely girl who seemed confident and funny.  When we cuddled together in the car she would undo her bra and blouse and move to make it easier for me to get inside her panties, she seemed to enjoy me caressing and kissing her breasts and also fingerfucking her but but she would have nothing to do with my dick. This was so frustrating but obviously I couldn't force her so it always ended with me getting out of the car and wanking off onto the ground before we continued driving.   My next girlfriend was the complete opposite, she never let me do anything other than kiss and enjoy her breasts.... which I have to say were pert and firm and WOW! ...but she loved playing with my dick. I remember getting hjs in the cinema when no one was sitting nearby and when we were driving in the car she would often lean across and get my dick out. This was so hot but she wanted to bring me right off while still driving which is scarey so I would have to try and drive slowly onto an empty road or just give in and stop somewhere where I could cum without being a danger to other cars.    If I had to choose between these two girls then I guess I would go for the second one.   There is one particular hj that I hope I will always remember, I was with a girl visiting Disneyland Paris as part of a romantic summer weekend break. We were both quite horny and had been pushing against each other whenever possible in the crowds, we decided to go on the Peter Pan ride which is basically sitting on a type of ski-lift chair and flying over London's rooftops at night.    We queued for about 10 minutes and had been hugging each other and she knew I had a boner. The chairs come round every 20 seconds or so and don't actually fully stop, she sat on my right and as we entered the darkness she leaned over, undid my shorts and got my dick out, we were both giggling probably like all the others in front and behind us but for a different reason. We knew the ride only lasted for 3 minutes but it didn't take that long for her to make me shoot a string of cum out into the darkness below.   Even tho I am now in a happy relationship and the sex is good I still enjoy wanking, on a lonely car journey its nice to play with my dick to relieve the boredom, I find it a good way to relieve stress and also its still a fun thing to do in the morning shower. My gf and I sometimes watch each other masturbating as foreplay but its a few years now since I wanked off with other guys.....no regrets just good memories.