Pathetic Cock Humiliation

This happened to me three years ago when I was 17. A little background on me-I have always excelled in school and I currently attend M.I.T. I was always and still am the classic, the text book NERD. I love computers, mathematics and books. I was never cursed with acne or anything but I was always pitifully small, currently I'm just 5ft 7in and 152lbs and back at the time I was probably around 145lbs. I was bullied but never severe and to be honest it never bothered me, If you saw me you would just laugh at my size and nerdy features. Anyway that's my appearance and as you can probably guess I never had a girlfriend so I jerked off a lot. My older cousin from Ohio used to send me porn on the net and in the mail, movies, stories, home video "peep" shows, and mags. My parents always gave me plenty of privacy so I didn't have to hide it much and I kept a lot of porn on my computer in my room. I was jerking off up to 8 times a day between the ages of 13-18. My favourite porn were the stories about guys being caught wanking, guys wearing and jerking off in panties, and guys with small cocks being humiliated by really hot women (cuckold)-these stories drove my crazy mainly because I have a tiny cock right now as I type I measure it to be 3.75 inches.....HARD-true. When I'm not aroused it's not visible. Despite its size I love jerking it and squirting my little loads into my cum rag. When I was 15 I had my first experience with a girl she was 14 we watched a movie at her place. Half way through the movie we started making out. She reached inside my shorts and fondled my little cock and balls. After approx. 10 seconds of this I began to shoot my load into her hand. She shrieked and pulled her hand out of my shorts fast, it was the most intense and the best orgasm I had ever had. Then it happened, she began to ridicule me telling me about her sisters' boyfriends' huge cock (she used to spy on them I later found out) and that mine was small, pathetic and useless. Her words drove me crazy and as she kicked me out of her place I found a quiet spot on the walk home where I dropped my shorts, dropped to my knees and jerked off my throbbing small pathetic cock, it was fantastic. So I became hooked on female humiliation.....non violent. So when I was 18 I was at my peek of wanking. My porn stash was huge and I used every bit of it. I would start off by reading cock laughing/humiliation stories then move onto cuckold video clips and massive cock mags. I was addicted. I was also addicted to women's underwear, whenever the chance presented itself I stole dirty panties and thongs. It was great I loved it all. So when a really really hot girl came to stay in my friends B & B I saw another opportunity to steal or at least sniff her dirty underwear. So I arranged a sleep over at my friend's place. We were playing video games when I heard the hot guest leave her room and head off in a cab, this was my chance and it was perfect it was almost 11.30pm and my friend said he was going to sleep. Once he fell asleep I snuck out of his room and into the hot guests room. I was so so so excited, she was amazing looking totally perfect body and looks. Her perfumed scent was all over the room and it made my already rigid little cock twitch. I searched through her bag and bingo....a cute little silk pair of white panties, they were amazing. So I pulled down my shorts and underwear and sat on the edge of her bed. I brought the crotch of the panties to my face where I smelled and licked them for a minute or so. Just as I was about to start rubbing my little cock the door of the room burst open........... GIRL: "what the fuck?!?" ME: "ah....uh....ummmmm....ah" My whole body literally turned red with embarrassment. Her face turned from shock to anger as she stood at the door of the room. So I stumbled across the floor to try and grab my shorts when she stepped into the room fully and stamped on my shorts just as I grabbed them. She snatched them from my grasp turned around and locked the door. I was confused she now had a sly look on her face. It was a face I had seen and read about in my porn stash many times before. GIRL: "So you sick little pervert...your the geeky friend of the boy who lives here right?" ME: "uuummm....ya". GIRL: "So you like my sexy little panties yes?" I couldn't answer I was horrified beyond belief but I was so aroused, I was kneeling in front of this sexy woman wearing nothing but socks! I had my hands over my hard little cock. GIRL: "Answer me you little shit or I'll march you down the corridor the way you are right now to the woman of the house and tell her that I found you in my room jerking off with my underwear". ME: "No please, please don't" GIRL:"Then do what I tell you to do you little pervert" ME: "I was terrified but very turned on". GIRL: "So lets see what you got stud!?!?!" (Laughing) "Move your hands or I swear I'll smack the shit out of you" I decided to go with it, there was nothing I could do now. She was in control and although I was scared she would hurt me I was so aroused at the same time. So I slowly removed my hands form my crotch which left my little cock and tiny balls visible to a female for the first time in my life. She laughed so hard she cried. GIRL: "Oh my god, I never thought I'd see one so small, it's pathetic". (laughing) Of course her words drove me crazy and I was aching to touch my cock. The humiliation I was feeling was immense and I was also terrified so I began to cover myself up again..... GIRL: "What the fuck do you think your doing wimp? I'm gonna have a little fun with you perv". With that she flung me to the bed turned me over and began spanking my little ass calling me all the names under the sun, she was so angry. I sopped like a little girl and on about the 10th spank I began to cum all over the bed under me. She laughed and spanked me harder, about 10 more then stopped. I lay on my little pool of cum on her bed and wept. After a minute or so I turned around I saw her taking a huge black rubber dildo from her suitcase. About 12" long, it had two huge balls and really looked like a man's cock. GIRL: "Now little shit your gonna feel what it's like to be fucked by a real man" (Laughing) I begged for mercy as she lubed up the huge cock. But she towered over me now standing at the end if the bed, she turned me over and with her left hand held over my mouth the began to squeeze the 12" plastic cock up my ass. Oh the pain was tremendous yet my little cock sprang to life of course. Then all of a sudden my friends mother began knocking on the door of the room asking is everything ok. GIRL: "Yes everything is fine, I'm sorry for the noise I'll keep it down". With that she thrust the dildo really far into my ass, she had my head buried in the bed, I was screeming into it. Then she suddenly stopped and pulled it out. GIRL: "Sit up you sad little wanker" and suck on this". She stuck the dildo in my mouth, I sucked it like I saw in all the porn movies I ever saw. GIRL: "that's a good little boy suck on a proper sized cock and play with your little cock" I did I was so close to cumming.....again! GIRL: "Awh poor little cock cant do much, how long do you think you would last in my sexy hot pussy you little pervert eh?? 1 maybe 2 seconds at most!" With that I came. A pathetic few drops oozed form my small cock. She began to laugh uncontrollably again. When she stopped she slapped me across the face with the huge dildo and told me to get the fuck out. END