Pam Liked To Show Me Off

   I later in life realized how fortunate I was to have this pretty seventeen year old misfit of a girl for a babysitter. And how lucky I was that my parents would leave me with her and her mom just next door to my house for weekend long and longer stays.

She was a bit messed up by a dead father that I think abused her and her mother that drank all the time. She had a few friends and just didn’t ever have boyfriends. As I said in another story she once caught me peeping in her bedroom window while she was changing clothes. She used the threat of telling my mom to get me to do things. I had to masturbate while she watched and several times I had to do that for her and her friends. Her and her friends were all three and four years older than I was. She never let them touch me, they could only watch.

   This was my only release occasionally for more than three years. I was a virgin until I was 19. Her and her friends always enjoyed the show. Many times they we’re different friends but I didn’t care I was happy being the center of attention. ADHD and all that.

   Once when we were talking she saw me get super turned on super fast. We were talking about me being naked in public. The next time I was staying at her house for the weekend she took me to the beach. I had no idea she had a plan.

   She had me change into a pair of worn out too loose boxer shorts before we left her house. She wore a very small bikini. It was an hour ride to the beach and by the time we got there I was so hard it just hurt. We parked at one end of the beach and she took me by the hand and we walked next to the parking lot all the way to the far end. I noticed we had no towels, she brought nothing.

   She walked me past so many people and my penis kept popping out of the boxer shorts. We heard laughter now and then and many people were staring at me. I was very turned on. At the far end we waded out into the water. It was a super hot day, the water was refreshing and the beach was packed.

Pam didn’t waste any time, she said, “ Give me your shorts” I gladly did as I felt the butterflies go crazy in my stomach. She swam out quite away and dove under the water. Once back she told me she put the shorts under a rock and buried them in the sand and told me I would never be able to find them.

She said. “Jerk off right now”. Well that took all of fifteen seconds and we watched cum suspended in the water until it drifted away.

   She reminded me that I told her about the extreme shame I felt after an orgasim if I had no way to cover myself up and how much I really liked it. She said, "I dare you to not accept anything to wear on your walk back to the car." She suggested I go up and walk through the parking lot so I could dart from car to car. “I’ll be around so I can watch but if you see me don’t walk to me, Ignore me. If the cops grab you I’ll come up and say you lost your swim trunks In the surf and I was trying to find something in the car for you, good luck”. She was out of the water and in the parking lot for a good five minutes before I built up the courage to get out of the water.

   I was extremely embarrassed and ashamed as I walked. Everyone under twenty or twenty five was laughing hysterically at me. I had no idea so many people brought cameras to the beach. I did not cover myself with my hands.

  I cannot describe how I felt with all those people looking at me. I made it half way before I got hard again. I had a lot of trouble trying to cover it and hold it down.

   When I reached the car she had it running and we sped away.

   She asked, “So how was that?” I said thank you thank you thank you, I started jerking off again and noticed her hand inside her bikini bottom.

   When we got to her house and walked in her mom asked why I was naked. Pam told her I lost my shorts in the waves and how she forgot to take towels and how I had to walk naked to the car. Her mom laughed a bunch and went back to watching tv.

   Now let’s be clear readers. This was a 100% TRUE story.