On My Own - Part 1

Part 1 - On My Own Nothing was more of a priority than to get out of school and do things on my own. I willed myself into ending school early, doing adult things early like getting a job, and getting out of the house early. I saved up and on my way to an apartment of my own. Being a responsible to myself was freedom. Found an apartment complex that was just built and just started to accept people to live there. It was nice - pool, gym, gated and most of all clean. I was one of the first ones to take yup residence there. Even got to pick out the best room, which was on the top (third) floor. It had a balcony that looked out into the farm field not towards the city where people would have been able to look in. The balcony was mostly private if weren't for it being visible to the would be next door neighbor that had our balconies exposed to each other. I was pretty excited and feeling good about myself. I went to the gym, swam in the pool, went on long runs through the nice neighborhood, and went around my apartment naked. The more I workout the more I feel good; the more I feel good the more I wanted to be naked. That, and fuck. In my own place, I hardly ever have clothes on; feels so fucking good to be naked. I was tempted several times to go to the house of the lady that gave me my first experience with the female body since she was not far away (another story). Thought better of it when I wasn't sure her husband was home or not so I let it go. Thinking of her got me aroused. That, and add the fact that I was healthy and young and the smell of summer air would get me to walk around with an 9.5" hard dick. Fortunately, the day I moved in, which was the previous day, the cable and internet was hooked up. After taking a shower from the run, hooked up the computer to the TV and dropped my towel to the ground. Went to get a bottle of lotion with my dick bobbing and bouncing all over the place while jutting out, but to my dismay I didn't have anything for making it feel really good. Couldn't believe it. Never do it without making it slide up and down easily. Irritated, went down stairs with only my basketball shorts on (no boxers or briefs) and a tank. Was meaning to go to the store, but the lady manager, who must've been in her early 30's, at least she looked to be the responsible type and so looked to be in her 30's, waved at me and started to come my way in her neat yellow summer dress. We said hello's and she mentioned that I was the more active residence here. Everybody else was more, less gone from view. She introduced herself as Ella and asked if I was enjoying the place, and I said yes, and that I liked the pool and gym. She responded, "yeah, you work out a lot but you're all young and healthy", giving me a smile that seemed to border on blushing since she realized, with her deflecting deep dark eyes also betraying her, she kind of gave herself away that she liked me swimming and working out shirtless. I just simply smiled back and enjoyed looking at her cuteness when she pulled her black hair back from her face. "Yeah, it's nice not to have anybody here, at least for me anyways, especially, at night. Nobody is there watching me. Which, is there anybody in the office during the night. Noticed last night there wasn't anybody in the office. Was wondering if I was staying in the pool too late". "Oh no! Nobody is there at night. I'm the only one here so far until we get more people renting places. There's no need for me to be there for all hours. I work my 8 during the day, but sometimes I'll stay later or whatever I feel like. But, yeah, you can stay as long as you like until we get more people in. Nobody's going to care. Just remember to shut the gate. That's all". "Either I'm in the office or in my own apartment. So, if you need anything that's where I'll be at", she said with a friendly smile. Remembering that I wore my white meshed basketball shorts, I asked, "It's, OK, for me to swim with basketball shorts because some people don't like regular clothes in their pool"? She said "yea, It's, OK. I don't see why not. No big deal" "They're meshed, and I don't wear anything underneath so there's less fabric that the pool has to deal with".Her mind obviously putting the pieces together, "Oh, yeah, that...that's fine. Hardly anyone's around right now anyways, and seems everybody that is here aren't ever up late. So, I wouldn't worry about it. Can't see anybody complaining how you swim. I'm not". Taking her answer, I simply said, "Cool", and started to make an attempt to part ways by taking a step towards the gate. Part of it because I wanted to get going to the store; the other because I had a hard on in my shorts and nothing to hide it underneath. It was my darker and heavier basketball shorts, however. I'm horny, not completely stupid. Besides, by the time I would have gotten to the store, my dick would have subsided. It's just that I didn't want to make it an awkward scene with her being there. It was bad enough I was taking glimpses at her cute framed body. Nothing extraordinary about her in some pop magazine sense, but she still could be considered nice to look at in a summer dress, at least if horny, fantasize about. "You're going for another run"? "No, I have to go the store. Pick something up. It's sort of last minute. Sort of emergency. I'm walking". "Oh, what is it? Maybe I can help or have what you need". "Ooohhh, um..." Didn't know what to say to her without embarrassing her. I didn't care if she knew I need to jerk off. It's just that I didn't want her to have some creeped out reaction when I did tell her. But, what the fuck. I'm horny, and it's fun to get a sweet lady's mind running with dirty thoughts. "Well, I haven't been able to do something for a while because I've been busy, and all so I need to take care of it. I know it's only been a day, but I really need to do it badly. So, yeah that's why I need to go to the store and get lotion or something to make everything slippery and feeling good". Figured if I act nonchalantly and keep it normal, she'll keep it cool, too. "I always use it with both hands". "Oh, OK...", a bit of a shocked look that was being forced down by coolness on her part. There was a glance from her eyes that I caught as well. Which, by this time, I let go of the fight to keep my dick from stiffening and stopped trying to adjust my body away from her and adjusting my clothes to hide it as much as possible. Me telling her this totally made me horny. I was having a hard time thinking of what I was going to say next. It was obvious my dick was just this massive erection sticking out in my shorts; I wasn't going to hide it at this point. "Well, I'll be headed off". But, out of curiosity, I gave her a chance to help out. "Unless you have something so I don't have to walk to the store"? "Yeah! Well, I do have a half bottle of my body lotion when I get out of the shower if you don't mind smelling pretty", she said with a smirk. "Nah, that makes it better" a half smile. "Love the smell of a woman's lotion while I jerk off". "Oh, OK", letting out a sigh from the top of her lungs. She left to go it in her apartment, which was on the bottom floor facing the pool. She was back with a mid size bottle of some lotion. "I hope this is enough. Or, I can get you the other one, but I figured finish this one off first". "No, this I think will be fine. Thank you". "Oh, OK, are you sure? Because I don't mind opening up the other one if that's not going to be enough". As she was glancing down at my erect dick but not staring. "I think this should be fine for at least one unload. I do need to use a lot since I use both hands, and I cum multiple times. But, that's what happens when you have huge loads". Yes, I was being more descriptive since I was having fun with her by this point, and seeing a woman being flushed by my description was making want to crawl the walls. She was getting flushed but maintaining her coolness. "If anything, I'll just do what I can then that should give me enough time to go to the store without this huge thing sticking out". I gave her a smirk. "Ohhh, ya, you better take care of that before you go anywhere". Under her breath I could hear her say "Oh wow" before she gave a somewhat real but nervous laugh. "Appreciate it a lot! I'll return the bottle if there's anything left". "Oh, yeah, OK, that's fine. Don't worry about it". Ignoring her allusion to not having to bring it back, "I don't think I'll use it up on the first time". "Oh, alright". "And, thanks again. You're really cool about this. I mean, I just sprung it on you when you're being nice".

"HaHa sprung!" She laughed and I smiled at the pun she noticed. "I understand. You're young and need to take care of yourself. And, by the looks of it, you really need to do it before it stays that way". This time she acknowledges my massive erection and straight up looks at it with an experienced eye but still managed an innocent face. With her eyes on my tent pole, I groped the head part of my cock through the shorts. "YaYa, it gets pretty hard". I pulled it off to the left and let it go. When the cock sprung back towards the right, I faintly swayed my hips, making my cock bounce back and forth sideways. "Yes, looks like it". She gave a sweet looking smirk. "Well, thanks again" - for the fourth time. We both said our "see you laters" and parted. The whole time I was going back to my apartment my cock was rocking back and forth and all over the place. I couldn't wait to get my clothes off and start jerking my huge hard cock. Going up the stairs, I took off my shirt. I only had flip-flops on so I took off those and removed my shorts before I even got to my floor. Figured wouldn't be a big deal since maybe only one person was occupying the building that I was in, and I don't think she was even on my floor, let alone we've never seen her before. Couldn't even say if I did have neighbors on my floor I wouldn't have done it. I was so into the thought of fucking and cumming I didn't really care. Stripping outside made it even more arousing, having my cock exposed to the air. Finally, got into the apartment. Turned on the TV and computer and went to a site that had an older woman that looked much like the lady that I was fantasizing about - blonde, big tits, with the face. The lady that gave me my first fuck. Then, a better idea came up. Turned up the volume for the TV (computer). Grabbed my laptop with a table and brought it out to the balcony, which the TV is facing the balcony. The scene on the TV came to the spot where the lady took her shirt off and rubbing her tits. I turned on the laptop and went to a site where a blonde woman was taking off her clothes at the beach where there were several people in the background just minding their own business. I love those scenes where girls just take off their clothes in public like it's normal. Basically, I had the TV on with one naked masturbation scene with the laptop with a naked scene. I like doing this even during regular sex; just to be inundated with fucking and naked females. On the flip side, I could never jerk off without porn. I set everything up where I could stand up and face the laptop and the TV at the same time through the sliding door. Lastly, grabbed water to help the lotion to be more slippery. Once set up, I took the lotion that Ella gave me and poured it all over my massive erected dick. Having my hips jutting forward my cock look even bigger and solid. The head was pretty much staying swelled up. Precum started to ooze out. It just looked so huge. And, it was. So hard, I couldn't push down on it. The lotion was dribbling down the shaft all the way down to my proportionate size swollen balls. I just looked at it with the moaning going on in the background. I rubbed some of the lotion into my lower, hard and ripped abs. Just taking in such a beautiful sight by now my cock was glistening with the lotion and water. Added some more, put down the bottle, and grabbed it with both hands. First to spread the lotion along with the precum around it. As soon as I started to stroke, I let out a moan of relief. A relief that I finally get to tend to this huge thing, and it felt so fucking good. Pulling and jerking it with both hands felt incredible. Felt so slippery. The lady on the TV started to moan louder, "FUCK OH FUCK!" Not wanting to make a mess on my balcony, I grabbed a stool. The balcony had about a four foot high wall. So, I stood on the stool to get my dick to project over the wall. It felt even better since I was more in the air and exposed to the elements. The lady on the TV was starting to cum, and I was feeling it, too. Hips were starting to buck. I was starting to pant heavier and say "fuck" along with her. Hanging my dick over the edge with both hands pumping and looking at the naked lady on the laptop playing with her nipples on my laptop, precum started to leak out and drop over the edge. I watched some of it ooze out from the head of my dick about a foot downward then drop to the ground. After this, I started to cum. I yelled out without caring if somebody could hear me, "FUCK! OH FUCK YEAH! Oh shit!", and just let my cum shoot out into the grassy area below. Must've shot out about 5 feet out then down. There was a lot of cum down there now. Fortunately, it all hit the grass. About a full minute of cumming or so I finally relaxed a bit. There was so much cum. Shook my cock and whipped off what cum was left that was still coming from my cock. My dick was still swollen and hadn't really subsided. Probably because I still needed jerk off and cum more. But, it was good enough for now. Rubbed the rest of the lotion into whatever part of skin I could, making me smell like Ella's lotion and put on my clothes, again without anything underneath. I used up about more than half of what was in the bottle, leaving barely enough to care about the bottle. Something about just being around a female, even a lady that not much interest in, that makes being aroused so much better. Decided to go over to her place anyways to give her bottle back before I went to the store. When I did get there my cock was semi hard with a bit of a tent from my shorts just enough to be swaying back and forth a bit. She opened up the door greeting me with a sweet looking smile. We said our "Hey's". Told her that I was done with the bottle and handed it over to her. She was giving slight glances at my shorts, but mostly maintaining eye contact. She said, "Wow, you've come back with it. Not much in there. Must've done it at least a couple times", with a bit of giggle. "Only did it once", grinning. "Had to use so much of it because I have to rub it all over; cover the whole thing. Feels so much better. Thank you".

"Oh, wow" she said, a little taken back. She must've had an image in her head. "Sure you don't need to use the rest"?, looking at my waste. She started to gently caress her neck with her mouth slightly open. "No, I'm fine for now. I'm going to the store"."OK, just make sure that thing doesn't embarrass you. I swear it was not like that when you got here", she said with with muffled laughed, pointing at my crotch. My dick had stiffened and gotten bigger when I was noticing her looking and getting a bit flushed. "Yeah, it won't". I smiled. "Usually, it subsides by the time I walk to the place I'm going. l'll just adjust it in the mean time. I did it outside on the balcony so it was pretty intense so I should be OK since I got the intensity out of the way"."Oh, wow that must've been fun. Just don't get caught". "I won't. Once I have neighbors I won't do it, but for now It's fun". said with a smile. "You sure you're going to the store like that"? Looking down at my crotch, she was too. While telling her, "Yeah, I should be alright", I grabbed the head again like last time and made it sway back and forth, but this time I rubbed up it through my shorts making it more stiff. "It's better this way anyway if it doesn't subside; when it's all big and really hard. I can just stick it up underneath my waste band where it won't move and make a tent". I adjusted it in front of her making sure my shirt was hiding my dick. The only thing is that my shirt is white and a bit transparent, at least will give an impression. My dick was now just past my belly button but underneath my shirt. "I'm OK with a boner. The trick is to keep the boner while walking around, which I can do, but not always if I'm not around something that keep me going". "Well, you better get several big bottles". she said, pressing her lips from laughing. "Yeah, good idea"."Well, thank you for the help". "No, problem at all, hon". We both said our "see you laters", and I left for the store.