I had a previous girlfriend, let’s call her Helen, who was at the same time a fervent non-smoker, but who was, as you will hear, also very sexually turned on by cigarettes and smoking.
I must admit to some trepidation about posting this story online as it is somewhat unusual, but it is absolutely true and I will be interested to hear what others think.
As I said above, Helen was to all who knew her a fervent non-smoker, but, despite this, cigarettes and smoking really turned her on sexually. She was incredibly conflicted about it and it wasn’t until about six months after we started going out together that she revealed it to me. I don’t know whether any other people feel the same about smoking - I always found her sexual interest in it rather odd while at the same time quite a turn-on - and the experience has stayed with me even though our relationship ended long ago.
Helen was very attractive and lovely in a “nice girl next door” sort of way. She was quite tall at 5’ 9” and had a lovely bob of dark brown hair. She was slim although not super-skinny, and always dressed nicely but conservatively. Very modest makeup as well. Altogether the sensible, seemingly straightforward, and nice type of girl you would happily introduce to your parents and I was very happy that we were going out together.
It was back in the mid 80s, when I was about 25 years old (she was a year or so younger), in the days when weirdly people could still smoke in restaurants in a smoking section, and right from the first time we went for a meal together she had always chosen the non-smoking area. I was also a total non-smoker so that suited me very well and as far as I knew she, like me, had never smoked.
However one day when I was over at her place I was very surprised to see a pack of Silk Cut cigarettes just sitting there on a chest in her bedroom. When I mentioned it she quickly put the pack away in a drawer, saying that a friend had left them in her flat by accident and she was keeping them for her until she came for her next visit. At the time I said that I believed her but I was rather intrigued; in truth I actually found it a bit of a turn-on. She had always been a proverbial “good girl” in every respect and so it would have been very out of character for her to smoke, but I actually found the possibility that she might have this secret naughty side to her quite exciting.
Our sex life had been OK to start with but not much beyond that. She was very inhibited initially, and very reluctant to reveal her sexual side to me. However over the time we were going out she slowly relaxed and started to reveal more of her sexual nature, and after a while I learned that she loved to play with herself regularly when alone. I could tell that it really turned her on to confess her private habit to me. We then went on to discuss how much we both masturbated when we were not together, and although she didn’t do it quite as much as me, she said that she gave herself an orgasm at least four or five times a week, generally in bed in the evenings before going to sleep. She would never reveal at first what turned her on though, or what she fantasised about.
After a while, and after Helen had told me how much she enjoyed masturbating, we settled into a routine when we made love where we generally started off with me sucking her breasts while she masturbated with her fingers to her first orgasm, and it was very obvious how much she absolutely loved that part of our sex life. She said that I was her first boyfriend to encourage her to masturbate, and that she had much better orgasms from masturbating while I was sucking her breasts than she did when she played by herself. However I still felt that she was holding out on me sexually in some way, reasoning that someone who masturbated as much as she said she did probably had a slightly kinky side to her.
As we got more relaxed with each other she began encouraging me to stroke my cock while she brought herself to her orgasm, telling me that it turned her on to see me masturbating along with her. I found that she certainly got incredibly wet while she was watching me play with myself, and I was really delighted at this turn of events as I have always loved masturbating too and it really turned me on for us to do it together and have her watching me.
I think we both rather revelled in the slightly “naughty” aspect of masturbating and so doing it together was a big mutual turn-on and it became a standard part of our love-making although at first we always eventually finished with me coming inside her.
Over time, one thing that we started doing quite often was mutual masturbation without any intercourse, and often we would have long sexy sessions sitting on her sofa or lying on her bed side by side talking about sex while we both masturbated, and sometimes we would watch some porn together while we did it. She preferred watching “natural” types of porn where it was genuine boy-girl couples doing what they normally did together, which I was quite happy to enjoy with her.
My preference was girl-girl which she said she wasn’t as keen on, although I always suspected from the strength of the orgasms she gave herself when we did watch what I chose that she wasn’t being entirely honest either with me or herself. But I don’t think she is alone among women in not being able to admit to being turned on by watching women together.
However I just loved how turned on and wet her pussy became as we masturbated together and the feeling of holding her, or even just lying alongside her, when she took herself over the edge into a big orgasm. She would then sometimes hold her wet fingers to my nose and say quite dirty things to me like “smell my pussy fingers, they’re so wet from my wanking” and that would always lead me to stroke myself to a big orgasm, and we would then fall asleep cuddled up together with the glorious sexy aroma of wet pussy and cum. She loved watching me masturbate and how much I was so obviously turned on by her being so sexy. From a rather slow start things had developed really well and I realised that under the tame surface she was actually, like most of us, a really sexual person with quite a well-developed and even somewhat kinky sexual appetite.
I was getting used to the idea that Helen was as turned on by feeling naughty during sexual activities as I was, and we were slowly exploring this space, when I started asking her what else turned her on, something that she had always been reluctant to talk about. Until then she had always wanted me to “introduce” her to things, like watching porn, and she had then accepted and embraced them as part of our increasingly sexy times together, but she had never volunteered much that I hadn’t introduced first, except encouraging me to masturbate with her.
Helen was a bit reluctant to say anything more for ages, but then came the day when we were lying there companionably masturbating together in our accustomed way when she tentatively said something like “there is one thing which really turns me on but I’m not sure I want to reveal it to you because you might think it’s nasty and not like me for it”. I was instantly intrigued, as you might imagine, and encouraged her to go on, saying that as long as it didn’t involve pain, bestiality or child sex I would likely be more turned on than anything else.
Then with some hesitation she revealed to me that since she was young she had really disliked people smoking, but perversely it had made it into an incredibly sexual thing for her at the same time, and she had never previously told anyone about it. She told me how since she had been living by herself she had bought a pack of cigarettes and kept them hidden away (apart of course from the one time she had forgotten to hide them when I was coming over). She said that often just thinking of them hidden away would get her so turned on that she had to masturbate, and she would get them out and just hold one like a smoker while she gave herself an orgasm.
She said that very occasionally she would light one and smoke it which would give her an even bigger orgasm because it made her feel even more naughty, but she never wanted smoking to be any more than a secret sexy thing and didn’t want to risk it becoming a habit rather than an occasional naughty vice. She told me that no-one had ever seen her smoke or even hold a cigarette, but just telling me about it as she was lying there with me, playing with her pussy, was getting her more turned on than she had ever been before. She brought her fingers to my nose in the way I loved and said “see how turned on I am” and I had to agree! I could feel how much she was trembling with sexual excitement as she was telling me all this.
The interesting thing for me was that I was incredibly turned on myself by what she was telling me, and I thought it was one of the sexiest things I had ever heard. It had never been a big thing for me but I had sometimes found the sight of an attractive girl smoking a cigarette to be a bit of a turn-on, although girls who were regular smokers really turned me off. So fortunately she was playing into one of my own relatively unexplored sexual interests.
I asked her if she had a pack hidden away at that moment and she confessed that she did. “Would you like me to get it?” she asked. Would I? At that moment there was nothing I wanted more than to see her holding a cigarette, knowing from what she had told me how much it would turn her on, and as a result turn me on even more as well. I loved the idea of seeing this lovely “girl-next-door” with a cigarette.
Helen got up and walked to her dressing table and pulled one of the small top drawers right out. The pack of Silk Cut cigarettes, together with a lighter, were hidden behind the drawer and she pulled them out. She jumped back on the bed with the pack and opened it, taking a cigarette out. She held it between her fingers and asked me anxiously how it made me feel to see her with it. I told her that I found it really sexy and I was very turned on by it, which reassured her. All she had to do was look at the rock-hard cock I was gripping in my hand to know that was true.
She told me to show her by playing with myself while she held the cigarette and played with her pussy. I could feel that she was still trembling with the excitement of showing me her naughty secret vice. She started stroking away at her gloriously wet pussy as she lifted the unlit cigarette to her lips with her other hand and almost within seconds she had given herself an immense orgasm. I was amazed at how quickly she had been able to come, and I followed her very shortly afterwards, covering her belly and pussy area with copious amounts of my come.
I reassured her that it had been one of the sexiest experiences of my life so far, and she told me it was the same for her and she had never imagined she could have been so turned on as she was by sharing her naughty secret with me. She swore me to total secrecy about it and I have never told anyone about it to this day. I told her that I hoped we could do it again because it had been so sexy.
From that day we often incorporated it into our sexual fun when I was at her place, and on rare occasion she would go further by lighting a cigarette and smoking it very slowly while I would suck on her lovely breasts as she played with her gloriously wet pussy until she came. She was so turned on by it and had such immense orgasms that way that our sex life together became really satisfying and exciting. My wife, Jackie, is definitely broader in her sexual interests (particularly where sex with girls is concerned) but doesn’t have anything quite as kinky.
Eventually the relationship drifted quietly to an end, although we are still friends within the same social group. I have never once seen Helen even hold a cigarette in company with others and as far as I know no-one (apart possibly from other lovers) has ever seen her with a cigarette. I haven’t talked to her about it since to know whether it is still a turn-on for her, but I have to admit that I still have very clear and vivid memories of her masturbating to an orgasm while smoking a cigarette, and to this day it is still a memory that I use to fuel many of my own best orgasms.
My wife, Jackie, and I are fortunate that we share a joy in masturbation and sex generally and both feel free to masturbate whenever we feel like it, whether alone or together (or occasionally with others), but I don’t think she would approve so much if she knew what I am often thinking about as I bring myself to yet another glorious orgasm alongside her!
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