No Control

   I was at Paradise Lakes Nudist resort in Lutz Florida, north of Tampa. I helped put in one of the sprinkler systems there. No one seemed to know I was there for the exhibition side of me. 

Down by the lake near the hot tub a masseuse set up her table and it was common for people to sit around and watch her while she gave massages. She was gorgeous. 5’10” 145 pounds, curvy and athletic. Definitely a gym regular. What I like to call, ‘Corn fed and country raised.' A brunette with a thick full shoulder length mane. ‘Tig ol set of bitties’ don’t know the cup size but they were playboy perfect boobs. A full black thick hairy bush and every now and then the pink rabbits nose would peek out of its briar patch.

I popped a sudden hard on the first time I saw her. Her name was Connie, same name as a cousin I fingered once.

Let’s just say the sight of her made me weak in the knees. 

   The simple thought of getting a massage from her made me instantly erect and knowing she always had a small audience of seven or eight made me quiver. 

   I had not cum or even touched my penis in a solid week. I was getting sudden erections when the wind blew, in the next county. :’P

I spread my towel out and sat down in the grass with her group of admirers and told her I wanted a massage. So far so good. I was not hard but very afraid of ejaculating before she even touched me. She finished up a real pretty fifty something woman and I did notice she got sensually close to the woman’s pussy and gave her boobs a full on rub, nipples and all.

I was next. She changed the table sheet, I paid her the $100 full body fee plus an extra $20 for a tip then she had me lay on my back then asked if I’d ever had a massage before.

I lied and said no. Didn’t want to tell her I had paid oriental women for table baths and hand jobs many times. I was obviously nervous so she just stood beside me for a few minutes and laid her hand on my shoulder talking to me. Her words were amazing and unexpected.

“Just try and relax, your going to love this, there is nothing your body can or will do that is wrong, if you have questions please ask and if you would like to be draped I’ll do that now.”

I asked, “What’s draped mean?” she replied, “I can cover you with a sheet or lay a towel over your privates if you like.” I said no thank you and herd my voice crack. She noticed this and said, “I want you to breath with me,” as she moved around and stood at the tables end over my head. She laid both hands on my chest. 

“Breathe in,” I did, we both did, she paused, “And out, slowly.” I did as she did. My penis was soft but a bit thick and laying on my lower belly pointing up at my belly button. We breathed in union for a couple of minutes and I felt my penis relax all the way.

    She started rubbing the back of my neck and upper shoulders with both hand and I was just beginning to relax. 

She said, “You're doing fine.” I opened my eyes and those beautiful boobs were less than five inches above my face.

I glanced to my left and her audience was up to eight or ten, they were all smiling. I closed my eyes.

   With no waring what so ever a deep and powerful orgasim started. I was not even hard enough for my penis to stand up. The first blast hit me in the neck. The second more powerful pulse hit me in my left ear. I was squirting away with absolutely no warning.

  She never broke contact, she stood more upright but kept rubbing the back of my neck and upper shoulders. I swear her rhythm matched my orgasim pulses. I heard an onlooker say, “Jeez” another chuckled softly. I so wanted to sit up, get off the table and go hide. My shame was extreme.

  She sensed this and said, ”Don’t get up, let go and breathe with me again.” As we breathed like before I was very aware of an extreme (for me) amount of hot cum all over my neck and chest and my penis was sticking to me in a puddle. I heard another voice say, “Hey come look at this!” I kept my eyes open and on her. She kept her eyes locked to mine. 

 She softly said, ”I’m going to break contact with you and go fix up a warm wet towel, I’m going to clean you up and we will start again.” I was way too weak to get up. She said to keep my eyes closed and talk to no one, and to not try and get up. I did exactly as she told me to. But I was listening to the watchers talk. There was going to be some sex soon back in their rooms, I was sure of that.

   With the caressing of a nurse's skill I felt a warm wet towel and a wash cloth wiping me. She cleaned my face and neck, then my chest and belly. She carefully and slowly used her bare hand to lift my spent soft penis and she cleaned it and everywhere around it. She went through several stages from warm water then soap then more water. Then she dried me all up. I cannot describe how I felt at that moment.

   I felt her hands go back under my neck and she said, “Okay now, look at me and breathe with me.” She continued on and I was so relaxed she had to use her skill and strength to turn me over. 

  Best Massage of my life? Damn right!

  I think I paid her just north of a thousand over that summer. I never made a mess with her again and her grace and skill was impeccable. She is still my fallback masturbation fantasy.

A true exhibitionists dream.

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This story like most of mine is 100% True.