My Zen-Masturbation.

It usually starts with the thought of it at the start of the day; I feel horny and normally would masturbate to get a relief of the tension. But sometimes I like to keep the feeling of excitement going, it happens on days that I am free from study or in weekends but always when I am home and know I will be at home for the rest of the day. At home I usually wear comfy clothing, like a sweater and sloppy jogging pants. During the day I would normally masturbate but then I only touch myself lightly, my breasts my nipples my tummy and my pussy. I can feel the excitement building up, my nipples are hard and my pussy is wet and my labia and sweet clitty gets swollen. I love my clit especially when it is erect and from the continuous thoughts and the light touching of my sensitive parts my clit gets larger and thicker. This goes on for the rest of the day, no fanatic rubbing but only a slight build up each and every time I touch myself. The horny feeling increases by the hour. Usually during the evening when I watch TV or a movie, I have a hand in my jogging pants, carefully touching my clitty which is now swollen and hard, sticking out under her hood. I wet it carefully with my girly juices and my panties are soaking. I have never measured it, but by then my clitty must be at least twice the size it normally is and it feels great. The awareness of being this horny ads to the overall feeling and it takes real perseverance not to masturbate to an orgasm but I know I will be rewarded soon. When my desire gets unbearable I go to my room undress and lay on my bed, or under the duvet when it is to chilly (like these days now). I spread my legs and start to concentrate on the throbbing feeling of my clit, by doing so for a little while I can feel the blood flowing to my labia and clit; at least that is how I experience that feeling. I start with wandering my hands all over of my body, from my boobs and nipples via my tummy to my pelvis, from my upper legs and inner thighs towards my pussy. It is like massaging and moving all the energy that has been build up towards that one center spot. My hotspot; the spot that I don't allow myself to be touched, at least not yet. That focus on my swollen and throbbing spot feels like my body only consists of hot horny pussy and clit. I push my hips and pelvis up, circle my pussy and with both hands in a heart shape around my labia, and all I think about is my swollen engorged hotness. My lovely longing palpitating center of lust. Only then I start touching my thick erect clit, carefully wetting it, making it feel smooth and soft from my girly mucous. I feel my clit between thumb and index finger and rub it carefully over its shaft, moving my hood (foreskin) up and down. It makes me crazy and I try to edge this feeling for as long as I can bear it. And, it always ends in a terrific nice deep and intense orgasm that goes through all of my body. I shake and spasm and the warmth and uncontrollable feeling goes from toes legs pelvis belly and chest up and down. For me it feels like my body only consists of hot horny pussy and clit. And lust that needs to be satisfied. It really is such a great and nice thing to do, I love it, but I don't do this very often. I keep it for when I am really in the mood for it as a kind of reward, to gratify myself for being a sexy horny girl. I love my solo times, but also masturbating together with a friend or with girlfriends but my zen-masturbation (that is how I call it) is unbelievable wonderful and afterward I am usually so exhausted that I need to rest enjoying the afterglow for a while before I can sleep.