How porn has played a role in my masturbation.
I was exposed to pornography at a young age. I can still remember seeing two women together in a penthouse magazine. Although I had little idea what sex really was at that point, I knew that I had stumbled on to something that was special and made me feel different.
Throughout my youth I had a massive collection of porno mags. I kept them like they were treasure. I used them almost nightly when my parents were at work. My favourite pages were those that show girl on girl – lesbain sex. I fantasized about it constantly and shot a lot of cum as a result of those pages.
When I got to University, porn on the Internet was a new thing – it was amazing! I remember falling in love (so to speak) with Ariel, Jordan Capri and the Lightspeed girls. This is also where I found chat rooms and enjoyed chat with other men and was introduced to gay porn. Although I had masturbated with a buddy earlier in life, I never considered I might be bisexual. As you can read in my previous posts, I was no stranger to tasting my own cum, but this is when, with the full encouragement of guys online, that I started eating my cum in earnest.
Since then, my pornography preferences have morphed, ebbed and flowed over time. I still have little taste for BDSM, and certainly no interest in scat of piss porn. However, after spending a majority of my time enjoying the female form, I am now finding that I am watching gay porn probably 50% of the time at least. I really enjoy gay conversion videos, bareback and cum kissing and frotting (oh how much I love cum on cocks!). Having been exposed to porn for nearly 40 years, I have moved past the shame that was once associated with it and now enjoy it freely. My wife is completely aware that I enjoy porn and masturbate regularly to it. I still am very much sexually active (never enough for me though), but I am finding as time goes by that I am preferring masturbation (including mutual) over sex... well, except for a few specific sexual acts, but I will write about that at a different time.
I'd love to hear about others and their experience with porn. Even better, anyone interested in chatting, sharing links to porn favs and masturbating together remotely (I only wish together in person) would be pretty awesome.
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