MY FIRST WANK (or how I discovered the joy of masturbation)

I was born in the early 1950's into a time when sex just wasn't spoken about. It was a taboo subject so when I hit puberty I had no knowledge of sex at all. It was a huge shock when I got my first 'Hard On' (Erection) !! I was still 13 years old and it happened in the middle of the night when I suddenly woke up with a feeling that something wasn't quite right. After a few seconds when my drowsiness was gone I realised that it was my cock that didn't feel right.

I had to share a bedroom with my brother and there was a small unit between our beds where I had a torch so I very carefully picked up the torch and got down under my bedclothes pulling them tight behind my head and turned on the torch. I removed my pyjama bottoms and was shocked to see my cock stiff and pointing upwards. I actually thought that there was something wrong with me & nearly went to my parents' bedroom, and with hindsight wished I had as they would have had to explain things to me, but I was too embarrassed.

My first instinct was how do I get my cock back to normal so I took it in my hand and pulled it downwards and then let go, nothing happened but I realised that it felt very pleasant holding it and even better with the downward motion, it felt very hard too and it had gone a fairly purple colour especially the bulging tip. I tried again but this time let my hand come back upwards before letting go. Still hard and erect but boy did that feel good. I took it in my hand again and repeated the down & up movement but now Ididn't let go, just pausing momentarily between each stroke. It felt absolutely wonderful. Then just by instinct I started to wank (Jerk) my cock to a slow steady rhythm without the pauses. I thought that I was in heaven, it felt so good.

Eventually I felt my body heave & my cock started to throb as my first orgasm rippled through my body but I didn't ejaculate in the normal sense. It wasn't until the throbbing stopped that a tiny amount of fluid popped out of my cock and sat there on it's tip. It was no more than a raindrop or teardrop in amount. I guess all first timers are like that and it was a few months or so before I started to spurt cum normally.

I learnt another lesson the following night. I went to bed very excited at the prospect of my cock going hard so I could wank again. I lay in bed waiting for it to go hard but nothing happened. I was puzzled because I thought that if it went hard on it's own the previous night surely it would do so again ! Eventually I took it in my hand but it was in its normal limp state and I couldn't wank it like that & I wondered why nothing was happening. In the end I laid it against my body & started to rub it with the fingers of my hand and surprise surprise it started to swell. It got bigger and bigger, stiff and hard and I wanked for the second time. Thattaught me that you don't get a 'hard on'  without stimulation. Indeed I never woke up in the middle of the night with an erection ever again although like a lot of men I did occasionally wake up first thing in the morning with one. Needless to say I was wanking myself regularly after that even though I hadn't a clue what I was doing, what it meant or what it was called.

I have masturbated for over 55 years now and still enjoy it immensely even though I now find it difficult and need some chemical assistance to get hard. The younger generations don't know how lucky they are these days when everything you want to know about anything is at the click of a mouse or the tap on a screen. I never had that luxury but maybe 'Learning on the job' is more fun and not so clinical!!