This is the true story of how I discovered masturbation
I was born in the early 1950's into a time when sex just wasn't spoken about. It
was a taboo subject so when I hit puberty I had no knowledge of sex at all. Itwas a huge shock when I got my first 'Hard On' (Erection) !! I was still 13years old and it happened in the middle of the night when I suddenly woke upwith a feeling that something wasn't quite right. After a few seconds when mydrowsiness was gone I realised that it was my cock that didn't feel right. Ihad to share a bedroom with my somewhat younger brother and there was a smallunit between our beds where I had a torch so I very carefully picked up thetorch and got down under my bedclothes pulling them tight behind my head andturned on the torch. I removed my pyjama bottoms and was shocked to see my cockstiff and pointing upwards. I actually thought that there was something wrongwith me & nearly went to my parents bedroom, and with hindsight wished Ihad as they would have had to explain things to me, but I was too embarrassed.My first instinct was how do I get my cock back to normal so I took it in myhand and pulled it downwards and then let go, no change but I realised that itfelt very pleasant holding it and even better with the downward motion, it feltvery hard too and it had gone a fairly purple colour especially the bulging tip.I tried again but this time let my hand come back upwards before letting go.Still hard and erect but boy did that feel good. I took it in my hand again andrepeated the down & up movement but now I didn't let go, just pausingmomentarily between each stroke. It felt absolutely wonderful. Then just byinstinct I started to wank (Jerk) my cock to a slow steady rhythm without thepauses. I thought that I was in heaven, it felt so good. Eventually I felt mybody heave & my cock started to throb as my first orgasm rippled through mybody but I didn't ejaculate in the normal sense. It wasn't until the throbbingstopped that a tiny amount of fluid popped out of my cock and sat there on it'stip. It was no more than a raindrop or teardrop in amount. I guess all firsttimers are like that and it was a couple of months or so before I started tospurt cum normally. I learnt another lesson the following night. I went to bedvery excited at the prospect of my cock going hard so I could wank again. I layin bed waiting for it to go hard but nothing happened. I was puzzled because Ithought that if it went hard on it's own the previous night surely it would doso again ! Eventually I took it in my hand but it was in it's normal limp stateand I couldn't wank it like that & I wondered why nothing was happening. Inthe end I laid it against my body & started to rub it with the fingers ofmy hand and surprise surprise it started to swell. It got bigger and bigger,stiff and hard and I wanked for the second time. That taught me that you don'tget a 'hard on' without stimulation.Indeed I never woke up in the middle of the night with an erection ever againalthough like a lot of men I did occasionally wake up first thing in themorning with a 'Hard On'. Needless to say I was wanking myself regularly afterthat even though I hadn't a clue what I was doing, what it was called nor whatit meant. I have masturbated for over 55 years now and still enjoy it immenselyeven though I now find it difficult and need some chemical assistance to gethard. The younger generations don't know how lucky they are these days wheneverything you want to know about anything is at the click of a mouse or thetap on a screen. I never had that luxury but maybe 'Learning on the job' ismore fun and not so clinical !!
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