my first time

Thanks for putting up such an interesting site.  It’s been nice to read the experiences of other people to compare with my own (which have been many). When I grew up there was no internet and information about sex was scarce. I didn’t have a very close relationship with my father and we never had the birds and bees talk. There were hints in health class at school but everything was very vague. Boys would talk about tits and pussies at school, and make references to jacking off and having sex but I really did not know how these really worked. Occasionally other boys would have pictures from Playboy, but only breasts in those days. 

In junior high we did have PE classes and we were required to shower after, in big open shower rooms then grab a towel and return to the lockers to quickly dress. Being among many naked boys I did learn a little about penises. Mine was pretty typical, no real public hair yet, just a little fuzz. It basically pointed straight out but only and inch or so, and like almost all I had been circumcised. By the end of eighth grade a few were starting to get some hair down there. I remember seeing one kid whose penis was much longer, so it dangled down over his balls. Striking to me at the time, but looking back he was just a little ahead in sexual development but it was impressive to me at that point.

Boys referring to jacking off often made the hand movement to go with it. Although I really didn’t understand the whole thing somewhere around the age of 13 I figured out that touching my penis felt good and when I played it with it would get longer and stiff  At that point mine was maybe about 3 inches long when erect, and I still had only a little fuzz around it.  I’m not sure exactly what motivated me, but one day I sat on the toilet and started rubbing my it. I had played with it before in bed or in the shower, but not much had happened. I wanted to figure out what jacking off really meant, though I really didn’t understand what the result was supposed to be.  My little cock was as hard as it got then, and I remember being able to fit just three fingers on the underside with my thumb on top. I kept stroking it, and it felt good. I kept doing it and going faster, and then I felt a funny sensation in my balls - sort of tightening, almost a tingle, and my scrotum tightened up. Then a very nice feeling came over me and a few drops of cloudy, slick fluid same out, my first ejaculation. I have read about boys who have dry orgasms first, but mine was wet. I loved the feeling, and I was hooked and started masturbating frequently. I have kept doing it ever since, somewhat reduced in frequency when ‘real sex’ was plentiful. I will follow up with specific stories with when/where/how.