My First Ever Cum

I was 13, and it was the day after my birthday, and the day before my first ever period.  All day, I had felt fidgety. I couldn’t settle to anything, and I was snappy as all hell with everyone. Also, I smelled funny....different than normal.  My panties had a thick, creamy discharge in them, and I could feel it as I moved around.  I showered before bed, and even that felt odd. It was as if I could feel every single drop of water hitting me, and it felt like they were stinging me as they fell. In bed, I dozed off quickly and was soon asleep. That’s when I had ‘the dream’. Up until then, I’d never had a sexy dream....not even of some nice looking boy with his shirt off, but this was way, WAY more than that!  In the dream, I saw my sister. She was totally naked. Now, I’d seen her naked before so that was no biggy. But this time she had taken my hand and led me into a large meadow. In the dream, I wasn’t at all embarrassed that she was naked. It seemed quite normal. Once there, she lay down on her back, brought her knees up and spread her legs. Then she said “watch”. I saw her fingers start to touch herself, and she explained what she was doing and why. Then she said “and this is fucking".  Suddenly, there was a boy I knew there. He was lying on her and moving up and down. My sister was crying out in pleasure and then...... ......then I was wide awake. My hand was between my legs and I had this immense feeling. It felt like I was going to wet the bed, but more than that, it felt like something inevitable was going to happen. There was also pain, but I couldn’t stop.  I had one more image of this boy fucking my sister and it happened.....wave after wave of sheer pleasure rolled over and through me. My world shattered into coloured lights, and I think I may even have passed out.  When it was over, there was a lot of wetness on my sheet, there was also blood as well. I thought I had come on to start my womanly flow, so I found some panties and a towel, but the next day, nothing happened....well, not until very much later. I was sore too. I didn’t work it out at the time, but I had popped my own cherry during the fucking part of the dream which is why I had bled.  Girls, when we are in groups, we often talk about periods, boys and sex, in that order, and I guess we lie every bit as much as boys do. We will say we have started our periods when we haven’t....we will say we’ve masturbated when we haven’t, and of course we will say we’ve ‘done it’ when the mere thought of it scares us.  After that first period, I went through a phase of really weird sexy dreams. I would sometimes get turned on by seeing another girls panties, and this would carry over into a masturbation session. Sometimes, I would dream about my mum and dad....especially if I’d heard them fucking. I even masturbated thinking about my dad doing me.....I know...I’d never find that horny for real, but sometimes, well just sometimes, I would touch myself thinking of him.....and my brother sometimes too.  We were a fairly laid back household. Parading around the place naked was no big deal.  I was 15 before I explored ‘inside’ again, but of course I had no hymen, so it felt really good! I knew other girls who had tried to put something inside but said it hurt.....and then there was the great graduation from towels to tampons. If you used Tampons you were really considered grown up! I also like the idea of putting something inside myself. Of course, tampons, well. You can’t really feel them, but between periods...mmmmmm....plenty of opportunities. One last thing. My absolute horniest time of the month is during my period. Another of nature’s little tricks I guess. I would dearly love to be fucked when I’m on. Certainly, the orgasms I have at that time of the month are more raw....savage....sharper than at any other time.  My periods aren’t much, by the way. A day of tummy cramps, then a light period for four days with a slightly heavier third day, and maybe some spotting on the fifth day.  I don’t know about lesbian couples. Who knows what Kate and I will do when it’s that time....maybe we will just cuddle. Well have to see!