Previously: I've had spontaneous orgasms a number of times, fewer than five, not counting the times I had them in my sleep. I say spontaneous orgasm rather than premature ejaculation because I did not actually ejaculate semen until I was 18 ... I was a late developer and my small penis and lack of pubic hair was embarrassing. I experienced feelings of shame even. So ... It suited me well for my cousin and I to be covered when we masturbated together ... she would not see my small penis and I did not feel anxious.
It was great, my small cock could remain my secret, having no bupic hair and not shooting cum also remained hidden from her.
As one would expect, masturbating under the covers would sooner or later be questioned. The second part of the story is about that, how it happened and about overcoming my embarrassment. Or being a little less embarrassed is perhaps more accurate.
Over a period of several weeks I noticed my cousin was revealing more of herself when we did it. In the earlier incidents her legs were together and she always wore something loose and big that covered her. Gradually this changed, she began pulling her knees up, letting her clothes ride up, spreading her legs so her pussy and hands would sometimes be visible.
I guess I knew it would happen. It was a Saturday afternoon, folks out, I'd like to see what you do, she announced, take the cover off and take off your pants.
My cock was already hard even though we had not yet started. Well, I had not yet started ... she had. She was lounging on the chair in my room after having made a point of removing her panties. She was unconcerned that her clothes had ridden up above her navel. It was probably intentional.
The request made me somewhat anxious, but I was very horny. I knew I would do as she asked. She came over to the bed and knelt down pretty close to me. I wanna see, she repeated. It was going to happen ... Despite being anxious I wanted to do it, I wanted her to watch me. I pulled open the covers. Her eyes followed as I slid my shorts down to my knees and in that moment I felt my orgasm start! I had not even touched my cock! I think the anxiety plus being super horny plus her staring at my cock did it ... It flooded through my body, building intensity, unstoppable. Just before the spasms hit I put the fingers of one hand on my cock to hide its jerking.
My body tensed. I don't know if she noticed my shivering. If she noticed she kept quiet about it. I was so embarrassed. Go on I wanna see you do it, she said. She either did not know I'd already climaxed or did not know that generally guys cum once and that's it.
My cock was very sensitive and not as hard as before. I said, you must do yours as well. She moved her body away from the bed and still on her knees, she opened her legs slightly and started rubbing herself.
I went through the motions of masturbating. Fortunately my erection had somewhat recovered, but I knew I was not going to have a second orgasm. I kept on for a minute and then pretended to cum.
Although we were generally very open with one another I did not tell her I had cum spontaneously. Why is it embarrassing to cum too soon?
She did ask about the other thing though, did you actually finish? ... shouldn't you spurt when you cum? ... and I just said, well, it hasn't happened for me yet; I cum but nothing comes out ... a little embarrassed, but it was all out in the open now, small cock, no pubic hair, no semen ... I survived ... we joked about it and it wasn't all that terrible.
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