My Cousin and I (Chapter two)

Please read my first chapter of this story before reading this one. Chapter Two. We sat next to each other as we ate our lunch. I caught Sarah's eye and a pink flush spread across her face. She smiled imperceptibly and I knew that everything was going to be alright. My mum and I left for home directly after lunch and I went to my room to consider what had just happened between Sarah and me. My shaft was hard and I wanted to look at myself naked again but after our close escape I didn't want to risk my own mum discovering what my aunt had just failed to. Bedtime came and I was truly alone at last. As I lay warm beneath the bed sheets I was stroking my hardness as I always did before I went to sleep. Maybe this time I was more excited after my eventful day with Sarah, maybe I just did it a bit differently. I became aware of a different feeling. A tingling in my feet. Now it was in my lower legs and spreading upwards. Becoming stronger, more insistent. It felt like electric shocks in my lower body. I knew what an electric shock felt like because I had had a low voltage shock when I was messing about in my dad's shed. I felt both curious and a little scared at what was happening inside me. I wanted to stop stroking myself but I didn't want to stop really, no, I couldn't stop even if I did want to. I was rubbing quickly now and a surge of tingling made me cry out. I buried my face in the pillow and gave in to my very first orgasm. I felt really scared now. The tingling had lasted for what seemed like a long time but was probably only about 20 seconds, and now I was gasping for air and shaking. What was that? What was happening to me. I also felt embarrassed. What if my parents had heard me cry out? Too many questions to think about now. A strange, warm feeling of satisfaction came over me and I fell asleep. I awoke at 3 AM and did it again. I couldn't help it. I had to know if it would happen again. This time the feeling was even more intense but I didn't feel as scared afterwards. The embarrassment was still there however. I drifted off back to sleep. When I awoke in the morning I was hard again and I did it once more. Wow, what is this feeling? But now I had to get up and prepare for school. I may as well have not bothered going to school that day, I don't think I heard a thing that the teachers were telling me. My mind was consumed by this strange new experience that I had discovered in the middle of the night. What was it? Is it normal? Is there something wrong with me? Is my body telling me that I need to see a doctor because something has gone wrong 'down there.' When the school day finally ended I ran home as quickly as I could and asked my mum if I could go round to see Sarah. She said I had to be back in an hour for my tea. Here in England, especially in the north, that's what we call our early evening meal. Sarah's house was less than half a mile away and I ran all the way there. After checking with her mum we went out to a favourite place that we knew in the woods at the back of the houses. It was a very secluded spot, I don't remember ever seeing anyone anywhere near, all the times we had been there. I wanted to tell Sarah what had happened when I had touched myself but how do I begin? She seemed to know that I was feeling awkward. As we just stood there facing each other I felt my willie rise up slowly, stiffening and pushing against the front of my pants. Sarah saw it and giggled. I reached down and opened my pants and let them fall to the ground. Sarah gasped as she saw my shaft, hard, erect and twitching involuntarily. For a moment she just stood there, studying me as if I were an alien being or something. I could feel all kinds of things inside me all at the same time. Butterflies in my stomach. Tightness in my chest. Legs like jelly. Sarah knelt in front of me, just like she had done in her bedroom the day before. She reached out to me and her touch felt ecstatic. She moved the foreskin slowly up and down, up and down, and then she pulled my hardness away from the vertical position that it was in, pointing at the sky, and then let it spring back, giggling again like she did before, in that 'oh so sexy' way. Easing her hand away I started to rub myself in the way I had done it the night before. I could feel it coming immediately. That strange tingle starting in my toes. Sarah was watching me intently. I let it build up. Now past the point of no return. Oh sooo good. I cried out her name as I climaxed. The sensation was so intense, better even than last night in bed. Sarah watched in awe as my hand slid up and down my shaft, my body arched backwards slightly. As it subsided I slowed my movements and began to come back to reality. An intense feeling of embarrassment came over me. Sarah was still staring at my now softening willie, her eyes were wide and her mouth open. I stupidly tried to cover myself with my hands. A silly thing to do, what was I trying to hide that she had not seen to excess? I bent to pull my pants up but she stopped me and spread my hands so that she could see how my shaft had shrunken small and soft, and was hanging down between my legs. Although I couldn't see my face I just knew that it must be bright red. I felt so very embarrassed, shy, vulnerable. All three rolled into one. A strange feeling, one I had never felt before. Not an unpleasant feeling, a bit uncomfortable perhaps. I just stood there and let her look at me. Neither one of us had spoken a word since I cried out her name at my climax. Then she said "David, are you alright?" As she spoke she reached out and touched me, gently lifting my soft penis and holding it in the palm of her hand. I felt a little stirring inside and my shaft twitched slightly. She released me gently and I bent to retrieve my pants. This time she allowed me to do so. We began to walk slowly back to her house and she tentatively took hold of my hand. We had never held hands before. After all, she was my cousin, not my girlfriend, and cousins didn't hold each other's hands as they walked, but this felt exactly right, we had just shared a very special moment and we had earned the right to hold hands. Before we left the seclusion of the woods we stopped in the cover of a large tree and just held each other. Just like that. We turned and put our arms around each other and let something flow between us. Whatever it was it brought us so close that we knew that this was just the beginning. I knew that she could feel my erection again and as we reluctantly pulled apart I could see that her face was red, no doubt so was mine. She giggled in that sexy way but we had to get back, after all, our tea would be ready by now.